Happy Birthday to me. 34 years of being alive, 34 years of smiles and tears 😄
At age 34 i'm starting to understand how everything that has happened, has happened for me. Things don't just happen to me. They happen for me. To learn in general, learn to accept, to acknowledge, to embrace and to face whatever come my way.
If birthday wishes works, i wish for myself and my loved ones "平安". 平平无奇的安稳, that is the kind of blessing i truly am grateful for 🤍 And i wish for the world the same.
Reflection on my life thus far, 34 years; 408 months; 12,410 days; 297,840 hours.. First 4 years, blur. Tbh do not rem much except going to the hospital to see @pigpigrocks when she was born. I was 3.
5th - 12th year, fear and confusion 😂 Preschool and Primary school were generally very confusing for someone who don't understand English, and who mostly have no idea what the teacher is saying 😃 And that lead to me eating alone in the toilet sometimes LOL i much prefer that than eating alone at canteen during recess 😄
13th - 16th year, infatuation and frustration 🥲 I just wanted to fall in love, get married and have kids??? Why do i have to learn algebra??? 🙂😂 Can't say i feel greatly different about algebra now 😂
17 yro me was just wild 🙈🙉🙊
18 yro me met Josh and the rest is history 😂 He stuck with me for the rest of his life man 🙂🤡
28 yro me got pregnant and my entire life purpose changed ❤️
30 yro me got served with two lawsuits and spiralled deep down into the dark side of life 😂 Bouncing back has been a journey i treasure and reflect upon a lot ❤️
32 yro me became a mother of 3 and started @qingbyqult ❤️ Learnt how to.. Let life lead me.
34 yro me.. Trying to find ways to do more, give more, live more, love more❤️
Happy Birthday, me. Thank you for those who sent wishes and gifts, i appreciate them but really just a good wishing is more than enough 🙏🏻🙇🏻♀️
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成長的藝術 ◎露琵‧考爾(Rupi Kaur)著;張家綺 譯
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十二歲我第一次覺得自己美
身體猶如一顆初熟水果
突然間
男人淌著口水瞅著我的初生臀
下課時間男生不想玩捉鬼
只想觸摸我的身體
那嶄新又陌生的部位
我不曉得如何駕馭
也不知怎麼坦然面對
努力想將它藏在胸腔裡
咪咪,他們說
我厭惡這兩個字
厭惡我說出這兩個字的尷尬
即使這兩個字指的是我身體
卻不屬於我
而是屬於他們
他們重複這兩個字
好像深思它的含意
咪咪,它說
讓我看看妳的吧
除了罪惡羞恥沒什麼好看
我試著腐爛陷入腳底泥巴
卻依舊杵在距離他那
勾起指頭的一尺之外
他俯衝上來啃噬我的半月
我咬了他前臂,好恨這副軀體
一定是我做錯事才會有它
回家後我告訴媽媽
外面的男人飢腸轆轆
她告訴我
我不能穿袒露胸部的洋裝
又說,男孩看見蜜果會飢餓
她說,我應該兩腿交叉坐正
這是女人該有的姿態
不然男人會氣憤動粗
又說,我可以避免這一切
只要我學習當淑女
問題是
這根本說不過去
我想不通為什麼
我得說服全世界一半人口
我的身體不是他們的睡床
明明我該學的是科學和數學
卻得學習身為女人該承受的下場
我喜歡翻筋斗和體育課,無法
想像兩腿夾緊走路
似欲窩藏某個祕密
彷彿接受我自己的身體部位
就等於邀請他們腦海起邪念
我不打算迎合他們的思想
因為蕩婦羞辱是性侵文化
處女情結是性侵文化
我不是你最愛商店的
櫥窗模特兒
不能任你隨意更衣,或
一旦被用過就丟棄
你不是食人族
你的行為不是我的責任
你有自制能力
下一次我去上學
男孩朝我後背吹口哨
我推倒他們
一腳踩上他們的頸子
挑釁地說
咪咪
那個眼神簡直太好笑
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i felt beautiful until the age of 12
when my body began to ripen like new fruit
and suddenly the men,
looked at my newborn hips with salivating lips
the boys didn't want to play tag at recess
they wanted to touch all the new and unfamiliar parts of me
the parts i didn't know how to carry
didn't know how to wear
tried to bury in my ribcage
⠀
boobs,
they said and
i hated that word
hated that i was embarrassed to say it
that even though it was referring to my body
it didn't belong to me
it belonged to them
and they repeated it like they were meditating upon it
boobs
they said
let me see yours
there is nothing worth seeing here
but guilt and shame
i try to rot into the earth below my feet
but i am still standing 1 foot across from his hooked fingers
and when he charges to feast on my half moons
i bite into his forearm
and decide that i hate this body
that i must have done something terrible
to deserve it
⠀
when i go home i tell my mother
that the men outside were starving
she tells me i must
not dress with my
breasts hanging
said the boys will get hungry
if they see fruit
she tells me to sit with my legs closed
like a woman oughtta
or the men will get angry and fight
said i can avoid all of this trouble
if i just learn to act like a lady
but the problem is
that doesn't even make sense
i can't wrap my head around the fact that
i have to convince half the worlds population
that my body is not their bed
i am busy learning the consequences of womanhood
when i should be learning science and math instead
i like cartwheels and gymnastics
so i can't imagine walking around with my thighs pressed together
like they're hiding a secret
as if the acceptance of my own body parts
will invite thoughts of lust in their heads
i will not subject myself to their ideology
because
slut shaming is rape culture
virgin praising is rape culture
i am not a mannequin in the window of your favourite shop
you can't dress me up or
throw me out
you are not a cannibal
your actions are not my responsibility
you will control yourself
⠀
so the next time i go to school
and the boys hoot at my backside
i push them down
foot over their necks
and defiantly say
boobs
the look in their eyes
is priceless
⠀
—'the art of growing', "the sun and her flowers" by by Rupi Kaur
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小高一龍騰B2L6 “No Wonder He’s Special”,介紹一位臉部天生畸形(deformed)的男孩,克服心理障礙(psychological barrier)去上學、承受霸凌(bullying)、最後用自己的知識和熱忱征服同學的心。
這改編自同名小說的電影Wonder 「奇蹟男孩」,俐媽把三年前的po文再分享給大家,真心推薦!
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📽 俐媽英文教室—奇蹟男孩篇:
• bullying (n.) 霸凌🤛🏼
• pregnant (a.) 懷孕的🤰🏻
• genetic mutation (n.) 基因突變🧬
• stare (v.)(n.) 盯著看(at N)
• petrified (a.) 嚇壞的(petri-: stone)
• weird (a.) 奇怪的
• ordinary (a.) 平凡的
• hilarious (a.) 嬉鬧的
• rude (a.) 粗魯的
• gross (a.) 噁心的😖
• be supposed to V 應該⋯
• helmet (n.) 頭盔⛑
• astronaut (n.) 太空人(astro-: star)
• activate (v.) 啟動
• campus (n.) 校園🏫
• cafeteria (n.) 自助餐廳
• commercial (n.) 廣告
• audition (n.)(v.) 試鏡(audi-: listen)
• precept (n.) 格言
• motto (n.) 座右銘
• quote/cite (v.) 引用
• motivate (v.) 使有動力🚀(mot-: move)
• aspire (v.) 立志(-spir: breathe)
• bonus (n.) 獎金💰
• braid (n.) 辮子
• recess (n.) 休息時間(-cess: go)
• light the mood 放鬆心情
• plastic surgery 整型手術
• thesis/ dissertation (n.) 論文📝
• universe (n.) 宇宙🌌
• science fair (n.) 科展🔬
• elective (a.) 選修的(-lect: choose)
• dodge ball (n.) 躲避球🤾♂️
• scholarship (n.) 獎學金💵
• illustrator (n.) 插畫家🎨
• applaud (v.) 鼓掌👏🏻
• contagious (a.) (接觸)傳染的
• plague (n.) 瘟疫
• nauseous (a.) 暈眩的😵
• throw up (phrase) 吐🤮
• suck (v.) 爛透了
• guilt (n.) 罪惡🤥
• phony (a.) 假的
• accuse (v.) 控訴(sb of sth)
• deed (n.) 行為
• monument (n.) 紀念碑
• switch (v.) 變換
• defend (v.) 防衛🥊
• gobble (v.) 大口吃🍴
• grave (n.) 墳墓
• rehearse (v.) 排演
• pretend (v.) 假裝
• Break a leg! 祝演出成功!
• eyesore (n.) 刺眼/礙眼的東西👀
• fart (v.) 放屁💨
• tolerance (n.) 容忍
• psychologist (n.) 心理學家
• nature reserves (n.) 自然保育區🏞
• choir (n.) 合唱團🎵
• graduate (n.) 畢業生👨🏻🎓
• quest (n.) 追求(for N)
• attraction (n.) 吸引力(-tract: pull)
• float (v.) 飄浮
• medal (n.) 獎牌🥇
• ovation (n.) 起立鼓掌🙌🏼
• blend in (phrase) 融入
• stand out (phrase) 傑出
• wonder (n.) 奇蹟
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👍🏼You can’t blend in when you were born to stand out.
You are a wonder in my life.
.
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Mercedes-Benz มีแผนเปิดตัว EQC รถยนต์ไฟฟ้า ใหม่ล่าสุด ในไทย ปี 2019 นี้
Stuttgart/Las Vegas. At CES 2019 in Las Vegas the first Mercedes-Benz vehicle from the EQ brand is celebrating its US premiere. The EQC (combined power consumption: 22.2 kWh/100 km; CO2 emissions combined: 0 g/km, provisional details) symbolises the beginning of a new mobility era at Daimler. With its seamless, clear design and colour highlights typical of the brand, it is a pioneer for an avant-garde electric look while representing the design idiom of Progressive Luxury. With respect to quality, safety and comfort the EQC is the Mercedes-Benz among electric vehicles, and highly convincing in the sum of its attributes. These elements are accompanied by dynamic performance, thanks to two electric motors at the front and rear axles with a combined output of 300 kW. Thanks to an ingenious operation strategy, the EQC has a preliminary range of 450 kilometres (279 miles) according to the European cycle NEDC. EQ also offers comprehensive services with Mercedes me, and makes electromobility convenient and suitable for day-to-day motoring.
As the first Mercedes-Benz model under the new product and technology brand EQ, the Mercedes-Benz EQC has many trailblazing design details and colour highlights typical of the brand. Both inside and out, the EQC embodies the design idiom of Progressive Luxury. This arises from the combination of a previously unknown beauty, the conscious clash of digital and analogue elements as well as the seamless merging of intuitive and physical design.
By virtue of its muscular proportions, the EQC is classed as a crossover SUV. The extended roofline and window layout with a low waistline and the coupé-like roof recess at the rear visually position it between an SUV and an SUV coupé.
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【Materials】
· Silicon mat (100 yen shop)
· UV-LED resin HARD
· Resin coloring agent purple
· gloves
· Toning palette
· Toning stick
· Glitter
· UV light
· Acrylic stone
· Masking tape
· Watermark parts
· Round jump ring
· Earring parts
【Steps】
1) Mix the coloring agent and glitter in the resin and mix well
2) Place the colored resin in four places of the recess of the silicon mat
3) Place clear resin in 4 places so as to fill the gaps
4) Cure with UV light
5) Spread the resin so that it connects the cured resin parts
6) Cure
7) Add a small amount of resin to one upper and one lower part, put the acrylic stone on and harden it
8) Roll the masking tape and stick it on the workbench
9) Remove the diamond shaped resin from the mat and stick to fix
10) Coat the back with resin and set the watermark part at the top and harden it
11) Complete by connecting with earring parts!
100円ショップで売られているモノを利用して、可愛いアクセサリーを作ってみませんか?
発想次第で様々な形が作れちゃいます♪
【必要なもの】
・シリコンマット(100円ショップ)
・UV-LEDレジン 星の雫 HARD
・レジン着色料 宝石の雫 パープル
・手袋
・調色パレット
・調色スティック
・ラメ
・UVライト
・アクリルストーン
・マスキングテープ
・透かしパーツ
・丸カン
・ピアス金具
【手順】
1)レジンに宝石の雫とラメを入れて混ぜる
2)シリコンマットの窪みの4ヶ所に着色したレジンを入れる
3)間を埋めるように、クリアレジンを4ヶ所に入れる
4)UVライトで硬化させる
5)硬化させたレジンを繋げるように、上にレジンを広げる
6)硬化させる
7)上下1ヶ所ずつにレジンを少量付け、アクリルストーンを置いて硬化させる
8)マスキングテープを輪っかにし、作業台に貼り付ける
9)マットから外したひし形のレジンを貼り付け固定させる
10)裏をレジンでコーティングし、上部に透かしパーツを置いて硬化させる
11)丸カンでピアス金具と接続したら完成!
強度を上げるために、隙間をしっかりとレジンで埋めてくださいね♪
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