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信任的幸福
Translation: @benkongenglish
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同一個標題有在《藍色》書中出現過
再一次使用一樣的標題
因為再一次 我感受到信任的幸福
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這隻狗狗忙碌地在客桌間巡視
短小而緊湊的步伐
讓他看起來精神奕奕 驕傲得意
像店經理積極地詢問客人消費滿意度
看到他的客人心底多少有分敬意
也忍不住被嬌小的身體 可愛的服裝吸引
摸一把頭上鬆軟的毛 抓一下捲曲的尾巴
然後店經理扭著屁股 驕傲地前往下一桌
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我是熱情的人
但不是有禮貌的客人
看到店經理討喜的模樣
一把抱起牠 摟在我胸前
我好難用文字告訴你 好難好難
那一刻的幸福有多扎實多深 好真好真
從未相識的兩個靈魂對彼此完全信任
我信任牠不會傷害我
所以靠得很近
牠信任我不會傷害牠
所以原本緊湊的步伐在我的胸前靜止
所以原本急促的呼吸在我的眼下和緩
我不知道該跟你說什麼
但謝謝這一分鐘的幸福暖愛
我們都好安靜好安靜
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不知道是什麼終結了這一分鐘
我輕輕放下 牠扭著屁股 前往下一桌
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那時與朋友在餐廳見面 送書給他
《你的藍色不是我的藍色》像這篇文一樣真心
送書給朋友時在書頁留的話 像這篇文一樣真心
我與人交談互動時 像這篇文一樣真心
這篇文和下筆回憶時擒住的淚一樣真心
因為我希望用真心換得信任以及幸福
無奈社會不單純 人性不簡單
我們心裡想的和別人想的不一定相容
熱情可能被視為面具
真心可能被視為笑話
信任可能被視為傻子
文章可能被視為幌子
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我願意作戴面具的傻子被笑話是個幌子
遍體鱗傷也值得
只為更崇高的幸福理想
經歷許多尖銳 第一千次總該是幸福了吧
至少能不錯過吧 能嗎？
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This is one of the titles in my book
It is used again because once again I feel the contentment of trust
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This proud and energy-radiant doggy was busy patrolling over tables with its small but frequent steps like a manager surveying the satisfaction of customers, while customers were inevitably drawn by its cuteness and tiny body.
It went on to the next table after the fluffy fur on its head was touched and the curly tail was grabbed.
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I am passionate but not a customer particularly pay attention to courtesy
Charmed by the little manager, I scooped it up and held it in front of my chest
The bond we had at that moment was indescribable
It was the total trust between two souls that had never met before
We allowed each other to be close to each other because we trusted we would do each other no harm
It stopped its strides and slowed its breathing under my watch
I didn’t know what to say to you but thank you for the complete contentment
We were quiet...absolute quiet
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The moment ended eventually
I put it down gently.
The manager shook its ass and continued towards the next table
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I was here meeting my friend in a restaurant and gave him my book,
I hold the same honesty when I communicate with others and even the tears almost poured down when I was digging into my memories writing this piece
I hope honesty can get trust and contentment in return
However the society is not pure and people’s nature is complicated.
Passion may be seen as a mask
Honesty may be seen as a joke
Trusting may be seen as a fool
Writings may be seen as a lie
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I am willing to be seen as the fool wearing a mask being joked as a liar
Even if it may gives me endless wounds
All these are for higher ideology
Having experienced all these thorns, it should be something good as the 1000th time looms
At least I won’t miss it, will I?
