The initial stages of taking care of a newborn was gruelling. It felt like those days would nv get better, I'll never see that light at the end of the tunnel. Even though fellow moms kept telling me it'll get better, but at that moment it felt like a big fat lie!
4 months later, I've became one of those moms that keeps saying 'Dont worry, it'll get better!' too! Haha! I've found a really nice rhythm with Layla. Dont need apps to remind me what time to feed her or to put her to bed anymore. Now i can even slip in time for self-care, like swimming, yoga, facial, pilates, massage etc. Soon enough i shall resume my meditation practices too!
After taking a hiatus of 10 months from filming, i am finally back at work! Honestly, I am scared. I absolutely love breastfeeding Layla! I loved it when it was hard in the beginning, i love it even more now that it's so much easier (when i say easier, i mean no bleeding nips and waking up only once or twice a night). I had put in so much time and effort to build up and stabilise my milk supply. I am scared with work, my supply willl dwindle away.
But i am 100% committed to keeping my supply up! Even if it means sacrificing my sleep, so be it, i will press on! I bought a portable tent so when I'm filming in obscure places, i can pump in the tent! Thank goodness, i haven't had to use it yet.
Going back to work also means a new routine. These days, i wake up at 545a on work days so i can get ready earlier and feed her before i go to work. In order not to take up too much production time, i will need to drive and pump on my way to filming location at 8am. Then the next time i pump will be at lunch time! I am so grateful to my production team for being so understanding towards my commitment to breastfeed!
If there's a will, there's a way. I really, really hope i can pull through this crazy hours for the next 3 months!!
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dwindle away 在 Sheila Sim沈琳宸 Facebook 的最佳貼文
When i found out that i got pregnant, the first person i told was my Ah Ma. She was always going to be the first.
She no longer can speak, and did not show sign of excitement. But i know inside she must be ecstatic and bubbling with joy. Before she has stroke, although she never once said a thing and never once stressed me about it, i know she's always been looking forward to seeing me as a mom and having a child of my own.
Truth be told, when i first told her about the pregnancy, i was close to tears. I felt i got pregnant too late, I wished i got pregnant before she had stroke. So i could share my secret with her (we always have so many secrets between us). She would have been so happy for me. She would be able to tell my child all these amazing stories, those i grew up hearing. She'd talk to her in Hokkien. And I'd make her stay over at my house a lot, so she can spend a lot time with me and baby.
Unfortunately none of that would be happening.
It's hard, to see the one i love the most dwindle away. I know she's the same person, but everything we do together is no longer the same. Most of the time, i put these thoughts away. But if i do think about it like that, it really breaks my heart and makes me really, really sad. It's been more than a year that she's been lying there, I cannot imagine how helpless and useless she must feel.
When i went to see her that day, i let her feel my tummy. I told my baby silently that the greatest women i know is touching her now, and I can't wait for them to meet.
For what it's worth, I'm contented and grateful that at least i can still have my ah ma's hand on my tummy to feel my baby girl. For that, i am truly grateful.
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dwindle away 在 元毓 Facebook 的最佳解答
If we take the “speech overseeing conducts” of SF Express as a kind of tying arrangements, then everything would be easier to be understood.
As I discussed in the “How much does a ghost worth,” tying arrangements with negative-value conditions will raise the costs of the consumers or dwindle the utility. It will lead to less consumptions and decrease the incomes of the supplier.
As long as enough clients cared about their right to free speech so much as they claimed, SF Express would suffer significant wealth eroding, no matter it is a privated owned, public issued, or governmental company.
On the other hand, if SF Express is the only one who insists such negative conditions, the plunge in its wealth will also be an attractive opportunity for its competitors. The consumers will be benefited anyway.
Extremely speaking, if the speech-control requirements are held indifferently by the Chinese government, it’s indifferent to the consumers after all. It would be like no pork in the Muslims countries.
For me, the ban of the right to eating pork is similar to the right to freely speaking. Either one is constraints on personal freedoms. You may take it and choose other kind of meats to eat. In the same way, you may accept it and choose to avoid some sensetive subjects for the government. Otherwise, you could always run away from the countries you cannot stand. It happens all the time throughtout the human history. You may also try to climb up to be one of the top governers and change the rules.
Most people choose to stay as usual is only because they don’t care the right so much as they claimed.
Hence, there is no need for the Taiwanese government to involve in this being-unmentionable-for-few-people thing.
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