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ตั้งแต่ดูหนังมา. หนังเรื่องนี้เป็นหนังที่ผมกล้าแนะนำทุกคนแบบสุดเสียง
“2,215 เชื่อ บ้า กล้า ก้าว”
ไม่ใช่แค่”น่าดู”
“แต่..ต้องดู”
หนังเรื่องนี้สร้างจากโครงการ”ก้าวคนละก้าว”ของ”ตูน บอดี้สแลม”เมื่อปลายปีที่ผ่านมา
ซึ่งกลายเป็น”ปรากฏการณ์”ที่ยิ่งใหญ่ที่สุดครั้งหนึ่งของประเทศไทย
เมื่อคนๆหนึ่งวิ่งจากใต้สุดไปเหนือสุดของเมืองไทย
ก่อนที่”ตูน”จะเริ่มโครงการนี้. เขาเข้าไปคุยกับ”พี่เก้ง”จิระ มะลิกุล.
ตอนแรก เขาอยากให้ GDH ช่วยตัดฟุตเทจจากการ LIVE ของการวิ่งไปบางสะพานเป็นหนังหรือบันทึกความทรงจำ
แต่”พี่เก้ง”และ”วรรณ”วรรณฤดี. พงษ์สิทธิศักดิ์ โปรดิวเซอร์มือทองของ GDH บอกว่าการทำหนังกับการบันทึก LIVE นั้นแตกต่างกัน
ขอเป็นโครงการใหม่ที่”ตูน”กำลังจะทำดีกว่า
“พี่เก้ง”ชอบวิ่งอยู่แล้ว.
เขาเคยไปวิ่งกับ”ตูน”มาแล้วในโครงการบางสะพาน
ได้เห็นความงดงามและพลังดีๆตลอดข้างทางที่”ตูน”วิ่ง
GDH ดึง”ไก่”ณฐพล บุญประกอบ คนเขียนบทภาพยนตร์มือดี และผู้กำกับหนังสารคดีหลายเรื่องมาเป็นผู้กำกับหนังเรื่องนี้
“ไก่”กำลังเรียนต่อที่นิวยอร์ค เรื่องสารคดี
เขาบินกลับมาทันทีเมื่อรู้ว่าได้ทำโครงการนี้
”ไก่”และน้องๆอีก 5 คน ติดตามบันทึกภาพการวิ่ง 2,215 กิโลเมตรของ”ตูน”
สารคดีแบบนี้ไม่มี”บทภาพยนตร์”ล่วงหน้า
เพราะไม่มีใครรู้ว่าจะเกิดอะไรขึ้นตลอดเวลา 55 วันนี้
จากวันนั้นจนถึงวันนี้
7 เดือนกว่า
ฟุตเทจทั้่งหมดก็กลายมาเป็นหนังสารคดีที่ยิ่งใหญ่
“2,215 เชื่อ บ้า กล้า ก้าว”
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ผมดูหนังเรื่องนี้เมื่อสัปดาห์ที่แล้ว
ขอ”พี่เก้ง”เหมารอบให้นักเรียน ABC ทุกรุ่นได้ดูกัน
หวังจะเป็นจุดเริ่มต้นที่ดีของการร่วมบริจาคเงินตามเป้าหมายของ”ตูน”
ตอนแรก"ตูน"ตั้งใจที่จะให้ทุกคนได้ดูฟรี
"ตูน"ขอเปลี่ยน"ค่าตั๋ว"เป็นเงินบริจาคเพื่อจัดซื้ออุปกรณ์ทางการแพทย์ ให้แก่อาคารนวมินทรบพิตร ๘๔ พรรษา คณะแพทยศาสตร์ศิริราชพยาบาล
"ราคาตั๋ว"ขึ้นอยู่กับเราจะให้ค่ากับหนังเรื่องนี้แค่ไหน
"คิงเพาเวอร์"ให้การสนับสนุนโครงการนี้เต็มที่
เหมาโรงทั้งในเครือเมเจอร์และเอสเอฟให้คนดูฟรี 700,000 กว่าที่นั่ง
แต่ตอนหลังมีคนบอกว่าถ้าเปิดให้ดูฟรีอย่างเดียว. คนที่อยากดูแต่ขี้เกียจไปลุ้นหน้าโรงว่ามีที่นั่งว่างหรือเปล่าจะไม่ไปดู
เขาก็เลยเปิดขายบัตรตามปกติแต่ราคาถูกเป็นพิเศษ
และเพิ่มช่องทางให้คนที่อยากส่งต่อแรงบันดาลใจบริจาคเงินก้อนหนึ่งเข้ามูลนิธิและเหมาโรงให้นักเรียนหรือคนในบริษัทมาดู
"2,125 เชื่อ บ้า กล้า ก้าว"เป็นหนังที่น่ารักมากๆครับ
หนังเรื่องนี้พาเราให้ย้อนอดีตกลับไปสู่ช่วงเวลาแห่งความสุขอีกครั้งหนึ่ง
เรื่องราวของผู้ชายรูปร่างผอมบางคนหนึ่ง.
บนเวที เขาเป็น"ร็อคสตาร์"อันดับหนึ่งของเมืองไทย
แต่ช่วงเวลานั้น "ตูน"คือ คนที่ทั้ง"บ้า"และ"ดื้อ"กับเกมที่เขากำหนดขึ้นมาเอง
55 วันกับระยะทาง 2,215 กิโลเมตร
ไม่มีการผ่อนปรนอะไรทั้งสิ้น
มีฉากหนึ่งที่ทีมงานบอกให้"ตูน"เลิกแวะถ่ายรูปหรือทักทายกับคนที่ยืนรอตามทาง
แต่"ตูน"บอกว่าเขาทำไม่ได้
ทุกคนอยากเจอเขา
ถ้าเขาวิ่งผ่านไป. ภาพนั้นก็จะยังติดตาเขาอยู่
แล้วจะ"คาใจ"ว่าทำไมไม่ทักทายคนที่รอเจอเขา
นั่นคือ "ตูน"
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สิ่งที่ผมชอบมากในหนังเรื่องนี้ คือ บทภาพยนตร์
"ไก่"เก่งมาก
เขาเขียนบทจาก"ความจริง"ที่เกิดขึ้น
แต่เสริมแต่งอย่างเหมาะสม
ไม่ว่าจะเป็นการสัมภาษณ์พ่อ-แม่ของ"ตูน"ถึงวัยเด็ก
หรือการใช้เส้นเรื่องจากการสัมภาษณ์"กบ"บิ๊กแอส
คนที่แต่งเพลงให้"ตูน"
และเข้าใจ"ตูน"มากที่สุดคนหนึ่ง
เพราะ"ตูน"เป็นคนขี้อายที่จะพูดถึงตัวเองในมุมดีๆ
คำพูดของ"กบ"จึงช่วยทำให้เรารู้จัก"ตูน"มากขึ้น
ในมุมที่เราไม่เคยรู้มาก่อน
บอกได้เลยว่าหนังเรื่องนี้คมคายขึ้นเพราะคำพูดของ”กบ”
แต่ละประโยคของ"กบ"คมมากครับ
ในหนังเราจะเห็นว่าแท้จริง”ตูน”ก็เป็นคนธรรมดาคนหนึ่ง
ไม่ใช่”ซูเปอร์ฮีโร่”
มีทั้งอารมณ์เกรี้ยวกราด ขว้างของ บนรถบ้าน
ดื้อกับแม่
หรือมุขแป๊กในบางเวลา
แต่”ความยิ่งใหญ่”ของ”ตูน”คือ ขนาดของ”หัวใจ”
คุณเคยดูหนังที่ไม่อยากให้จบไหมครับ
ตอนที่หนังเดินเรื่องมาถึงเชียงราย
เรารู้แล้วว่าหนังกำลังจะจบ
เพราะอีกนิดเดียวก็ถึง”แม่สาย”
ปลายทางของการวิ่งครั้งนี้
แต่เรายังอยากดูต่อ
ไม่อยากให้จบ
แต่ไม่ว่า”ความปรารถนา”ของเราจะเป็นอย่างไร
“ความจริง”ก็คือ”ความจริง”
หนังเรื่องนี้ต้องจบ
เหมือนกับ”ชีวิต”ที่ต้องมีการแยกจาก
ถ้าถามว่าหนังเรื่องนี้ให้อะไรกับเรา
ตอบได้เลยครับว่าให้แรงบันดาลใจที่ท่วมท้น
ได้ตั้งคำถามกับตัวเองว่าเราได้ทำอะไรเพื่อผู้อื่นบ้างหรือยัง
ไม่ต้องเป็นสิ่งที่ยิ่งใหญ่ระดับชาติเหมือน”ตูน”
เพราะทุกคนมี”ขนาด”ที่เหมาะสมของตัวเอง
ไม่ต้องทำใหญ่เท่าเขา
แต่ให้ทำแบบเขา
ทำเพื่อคนอื่น
มีคนถามผมว่าเขามีเงินอยู่ก้อนหนึ่ง
จะบริจาคเข้ามูลนิธิทั้งหมดหรือเหมาโรงให้คนในบริษัทหรือนักเรียนได้ดูหนังเรื่องดี
คำแนะนำของผมก็คือ...
“เหมาโรงเถอะครับ”
เพราะผมเชื่อว่าหนังเรื่องนี้เหมือน”น้ำ”และ”ปุ๋ย”ที่จะช่วยให้ต้นไม้”ความดี”ในใจที่ทุกคนมีอยู่เติบโตขึ้น
ถ้าแค่ครึ่งหนึ่งของคนที่ได้ดูหนังเรื่องนี้คิดจะทำเพื่อคนอื่นแบบ"ตูน"
สังคมไทยคงงดงาม
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วันที่ดูหนังฝนตกหนักทำให้มีที่นั่งเหลือพอประมาณ
ผมติดนิสัยชอบดูหนังคนเดียวแบบโล่งๆก็เลยเลือกที่นั่งแถวหน้าๆ
เป็นแถวที่ไม่มีคนนั่งเลย
ช่างเป็นการตัดสินใจที่ถูกต้องมาก
เพราะหนังเริ่มไปแค่ 5 นาที.
นัยน์ตาเริ่มมีความเปียกชื้นมาปกคลุม
ถ้ามีคนนั่งติดกัน. ผมจะรักษาฟอร์ม นั่งนิ่งๆ ปล่อยให้น้ำตาเอ่อไปเรื่อยๆ.
ความมืดในโรงหนังมีประโยชน์ตรงนี้
ถ้าเราไม่แสดงอาการ ไม่มีใครรู้หรอกว่าเรากำลังร้องไห้
ถ้ารำคาญมากก็แกล้งคันตาหลังจากซีนนั้นผ่านไป
แล้วก็พยายามดึงอารมณ์ไม่ให้คล้อยตามหนัง
จะไม่ยอมเสียฟอร์มควักผ้าเช็ดหน้าขึ้นมาเด็ดขาด
แต่วันนี้สบายมากครับ
ทั้งแถวที่นั่ง ไม่มีใครเห็น
ผมควักผ้าเช็ดหน้าออกจากกระเป๋ากางเกงอย่างสง่าผ่าเผยเลย
ถอดแว่น แล้วซับน้ำตา
ก่อนเก็บผ้าเช็ดหน้าเข้ากระเป๋า
ผ่านไปอีกพักหนึ่ง. เฮ้ย...คลออีกแล้ว
เหมือนเดิม
ควักผ้าเช็ดหน้าขึ้นมา เสร็จแล้วเก็บเข้ากระเป๋า
พอถึงกลางเรื่องเอาอีกแล้ว
ครั้งนี้ผมควักผ้าเช็ดหน้าวางไว้บนตักเลย
ท้า”ไก่”ณัฐพล. ผู้กำกับฯในใจ
รู้แล้วว่าเขาไม่หยุดแน่
เอาเลย”ไก่”... ตามสบาย
"ผ้าเช็ดหน้า"พร้อม
"2,125 เชื่อ บ้า กล้า ก้าว"ไม่ใช่หนังเศร้า
แต่เป็นหนังที่น่ารักมากๆ
คุณเคยเจอหนังที่น่ารักจนจนน้ำตาคลอเพราะความประทับใจไหมครับ
หนังเรื่องนี้เป็นแบบนั้น
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ตอนใกล้จบของ”2,215 เชื่อ บ้า กล้า ก้าว”
มีฉาก”ตูน”บอกกับทีมงานก่อนลงไปวิ่งครั้งสุดท้าย
“จบแล้ว ไม่ทำอีกแล้ว”
เหมือนจะบอกทีมงานที่เหน็ดเหนื่อยทุกคนว่า”อาทิวราห์ คงมาลัย”จะไม่ทำอะไรบ้าๆแบบนี้อีก
ผมเชื่อว่าฉากนี้”ไก่”คงไม่ได้คิดเอง
แต่ทีมงาน”ก้าว”กดดันผู้กำกับ
ขอให้มีฉากนี้ในหนัง
เพื่อเป็นหลักฐานยืนยัน
เวลา”ตูน”คิดอะไรบ้าๆขึ้นมาอีก
ทุกคนจะเอาฉากนี้ให้”ตูน”ดู
“สัญญาว่าไง”
เพราะทุกคนรู้ดีว่า”ตูน”คงไม่จบแค่นี้แน่นอน
“เส้นชัย”สำหรับ”ตูน”
มันคือ “การสิ้นสุด”ของสิ่งหนึ่ง
เพื่อจะ”เริ่มต้น”สิ่งใหม่เท่านั้นเอง
เพราะนี่คือ”ความสุข”แท้จริงที่เขาได้ค้นพบแล้ว
Since I watched the movie. This movie is a movie that I dare to recommend everyone.
" Haha. I believe that I'm crazy. I dare to
Not just "nice to watch"
"But.. must watch"
This movie is made from the " One Step " project of " Toon Bodyslam " at the end of the year.
Which became the greatest "phenomenon" of Thailand.
When someone runs from south to the north of Thailand
Before "Toon" starts this project. He went in to talk to "Brother Keng" Jira Mali KUl.
At first he wanted GDH to help cut the foot from the live of running to bang saphan or a movie.
But " Brother Predatory " and " Wan " Wan Rit Dee. Pongsak, GDH's golden producer said that the movie making and live recording is different.
Let's be a new project that "Toon" is about to do.
"Brother Predatory" likes to run anyway.
He has been running with "Toon" in Bang Saphan project.
I have seen the beauty and good power on the side of the road that "Toon" runs.
GDH Pull "Kai" Nathaphon Bunprakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
"Chicken" is studying in New York about documentaries.
He flew right back when he found out this project.
" Kai " and 5 other sisters follow the 2,215 km run of " Toon "
Documentaries like this don't have " screenplay
Because no one knows what will happen all the time 55 today
From that day till today
Over 7 months
All the footage became a great documentary.
" Haha. I believe that I'm crazy. I dare to
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I watched this movie last week
Asking for "Brother Predatory" to buy round for all models of ABC students to watch.
Hope to be a good start of donating money according to "Toon" goal.
First episode "Toon" intended to let everyone watch for free.
" Toon " would like to change " ticket " to buy medical equipment for Akaranwamin 8 4 Buddhist Lent of Medicine Siriraj.
"Ticket price" depends on how much we value this movie.
"King Power" supports this project.
Buying both major and SF group for more than 700,000 seats to watch.
But later, someone told me that if I open it for free only. Those who want to watch but lazy to see if there is an empty seat. I won't go to see.
So they are open for sale as usual, but it's cheap.
And add a way to those who want to pass on inspiration to donate money to the foundation and buy a school for students or company.
"Haha. I believe that I dare to step" is a very cute movie.
This movie takes us back to the happy times.
The story of some skinny man.
On stage he is the number one "rock star" in Thailand.
But that moment " Toon " is the one who is " crazy " and " stubborn " with his own game.
55 days and 2,215 km distance
No respite at all
There is a scene where the team told "Toon" to stop by to take photos or say hi to those who are waiting along the way.
But "Toon" says he can't.
Everyone wants to see him
If he runs through. That picture will still be stuck in his eyes
Why don't you say hi to those who wait to see him?
That's "Toon"
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My favorite thing in this movie is the movie.
"Chicken" is very good
He wrote a script from "truth"
But enhance the proper decoration.
Whether it's an interview for "Toon" to childhood.
Or using the line from the "Kop" interview.
The one who wrote the song for "Toon"
And understand one of the most "Toon"
Because "Toon" is shy to talk about himself in a good corner.
The words of " Kop " help us know more about " Toon "
In a corner we never knew.
I can tell that this movie is sharp because of the words of " frog
Each sentence of "Kop" is very sharp.
In the movie, we will see that "Toon" is an ordinary person.
Not a " superhero
There is a temper, angry, throwing stuff on the car.
Stubborn with mom
Or a joke some time
But the " greatness " of " Toon " is the size of " heart "
Have you ever finished watching a movie that you don't want to finish?
When the movie came to Chiang Rai
We knew the movie was about to end.
Because just a little bit more to "Mae Sai"
Destination of this run
But we still want to continue watching
Don't want to finish
But no matter what our "desire" is.
" Truth " is " truth "
This movie must end
Just like "life" to be separated from
If you ask what this movie gave us
I can answer that it gives overwhelming inspiration.
Have you asked myself what have we done for others?
No need to be a national big thing like "Toon"
Because everyone has their own "size"
No need to do it as big as him
But let's do it like him
Do it for others.
Someone asked me if he had a bar of money
Do you want to donate to all the foundation or buy theaters for people in the company or students to watch movies?
My advice is...
"Let's buy the shed"
Because I believe that this movie is like " water " and " fertilizer " that will help the " goodness " in mind that everyone has growing up.
If only half of the people watched this movie think about doing it for other people like "Toon"
Thai society would be beautiful
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Movie day. Heavy rain makes a lot of seats left.
I'm addicted to watching movies alone, so I choose front row seats.
It's a row where there is no one to sit.
What a right decision
Because the movie started for 5 minutes.
Eyes are getting wet.
If someone sits in a row. I will keep the form, sit still, let the tears, uh, go.
Darkness in the theater is useful here.
If we don't show symptoms, nobody knows we're crying.
If you are very annoyed, pretending to be itchy after that scene has passed
Then try to pull the mood from the movie
I won't lose the form to take a handkerchief.
But today is very comfortable.
The whole row of seats, no one can see.
I took the handkerchief out of my pants gracefully.
Taking off my glasses and tears
Before packing handkerchief in the bag
It's been a while. Hey... again
Same same same same as usual
Finished taking the handkerchief and packed it in the bag.
When it comes to the middle of the story again
This time I put my handkerchief on my lap
Challenge "chicken" at cuddle thaphon. Director in mind
I know he won't stop
Go ahead "chicken"... at ease.
"Handkerchief" ready
"Haha. I believe that I dare to step" not a sad movie.
But what a lovely movie
Have you ever met a movie that is so cute that you cry because of the impression?
This movie is like that
..........

Near the end of "Haha. I believe that I dare to step"
There is a scene "Toon" to tell the team before going down to run for the last
"It's done. I won't do it again"
It seems to tell all the tired team that " Sunday, I will never do anything crazy like this.
I believe this scene "chicken" doesn't think about it.
But the team "step" pressures the director.
Let's have this scene in the movie
For proof of confirmation.
When "Toon" thinks more crazy
Everyone will show this scene to "Toon"
" What do you promise
Because everyone knows that "Toon" won't end this for sure.
" finish line " for " Toon "
It's the "ending" of one thing.
To "start" something new
Because this is the true "happiness" he has discovered.Translated

【賭上靈魂的女人】

青竹蛇兒口，黃蜂尾上針，兩者皆不毒，最毒婦人心。

I have a Bazi client, who has been a social escort for over a decade.

She didn't tell me the truth at the start. In fact, she "challenged" me to use my 6th sense and offered her Bazi.

I do not need your Bazi to read you inside out. Also, Bazi analysis is a highly methodological and scientific method to understand a person's past, present and future Destiny. I'm no medium. There is no 6th sense needed.

Over the many short messages before our meeting, she expressed her shock that I could read so much from merely her words.

I didn't have her birth details at that time, nor had I seen a single photo of hers.

With the internet era, a competent Metaphysics practitioner must have the ability to dissect a person's true character and intention, even from a simple "Hi".

Impossible? Too judgmental? You just haven't met a seasoned human scanner in real life. Or you don't know the true you well enough to see the rock hard truth in our words.

While messaging me questions about a (legitimate) business of hers, I replied with a verse written by my Grandmaster, Living Buddha Lian Sheng:

"君子愛財，取之有道。
不義之財雖到手，
無限後患跟著來。"

(While wealth is covetable, a gentleman makes his wealth through just and ethical means.
Ill gotten wealth, though in your hands, will elicit endless troubles pouring your way.)

She was astounded and asked, "Do you actually know what my job is? This is shocking..."

I guess I passed her challenge with flying colours.

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She wasn't a sex worker, due to harsh circumstances like severe poverty or mountains of heavy medical bills for her family.

A drunk gang rape incident in her uni days changed her views on men and she wanted to take revenge on men. She lived a life of drugs and alcohol in between her lectures.

The way I see it, is her obsession for money that caused her downfall.

On one hot summer day in 2006, she answered a social escort advertisement. She was barely 21 and was influenced by what she read online.

The "Mama-san" who looked her over told her she needed to put on weight.

She was surprised. Wasn't it easier to earn money with a slim figure?

The Mama-san snapped, "Nonsense. Most men dislike a woman who is too slim. They prefer those with some flesh."

She silently made a promise to herself to swallow more burgers.

Her first client was an Arabic businessman. She was paid US500 for one hour.

That virgin taste of easy money lured her deeper and deeper into the abyss.

Clients of powerful backgrounds, Singapore and overseas, single and married, private and government sectors...one-on-one, multiple players, mass orgies...

She lived like a bird freed from her cage. Suddenly she could buy anything she desired, just by sweet talking and giving lusty men access to her nubile body. She was in and out of hotels, as frequently as 5 times a day.

The carefree lifestyle, the freedom of not answering to any boss and those money that poured from the sky was her drug.

In her own words, she was "the woman that all wives curse and fear".

She referred to herself as the woman the wife will loathe to find traces of existence, when the wife checks her husband's handphone with trembling hands.

It was as if she took pride in that.

How did her cause of seeking revenge on men become a twisted path of demolishing other women's marriages?

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It didn't take her long to accumulate 6-figures in her bank account.

The more money she had, however, the more insecure she became.

She worried about losing it all. She deeply craved the warmth of love to complete her soul.

She was only 22. The client was manly, handsome and charming. He gave her $20K for her company.

She badly wanted him for her own. To be his wife.

With $100,000 withdrawn, she gave it all to her 2nd Mama-san. She decided she would use black magic to lock his heart. And soul.

But it was a fraud. The Mama-san started exhorting from her.

She was desperate and down to her last $2. She began stealing from her family and lying to feed the incessant demands and threats from her Mama-san.

She gradually realised this was her retribution of selling her body for quick money.

However, this new realisation didn't change her a bit.

She met a new client, Dave. He was a married man. It was love at first sight for her.

The initial joy she had from the money and attention he showered her blinded her wisdom to the extramarital affair.

She stayed in one of Hong Kong's expensive apartments at a prime district. But it soon became an soulless shell of loneliness that prompted her suicide attempts.

Dave coldly dumped her like a hot potato, as he didn't wish to handle an emotionally volatile woman.

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Ken told her she bore an uncanny resemblance to his first love. She fell hard for his sweet words and gentle demeanour.

He weaved a forlorn tale of an emotionally abusive and lonely marriage, and how it was impossible for him not to to be attracted to her.

They travelled greatly and dined at expensive restaurants.

To have a married man giving his heart to her, was like tasting the forbidden apple. That first juicy bite satiated her craving to be desired. And to win another woman.

This time, she decided she would use black magic again to break up his marriage. She coveted that role of his wife. A permanent and lasting relationship, finally.

Black magic uses the dark forces of ghosts to carry out the client's wishes. She paid a good US$10,000 for a famous sorcerer and another US$4000 for her Thai amulet and mud puppet.

Did she capture Ken in the end?

They got into physical fights crazily. The amulet that controlled the ghosts backfired, and her sanity was devoured by the ghosts.

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Her craziness drove her to swallow 200 sleeping pills and cut her wrists. ANYTHING to have him stay with her. Ken was horrified and visited her daily at the hospital. She felt triumphant. Finally, he was at her beck and call.

The happiness was short-lived. After her discharge, he broke up with her when he was on an overseas stint.

She went absolutely berserk and grabbed a knife to her throat. It felt that the ghosts wielded full control of her mind and body. Her mum kept yelling at her.

The realisation of truth came too late for her: A man, who lied to his wife and had an affair, will never be honest with her. Once a liar, always a liar.

She was warded into the high-dependancy unit at the mental hospital. Everyday, she was surrounded by suicidal and high-risk patients. They were bounded at their feet and hands. It was a petrifying sight. Was this the end of her life? She wasn't even 28. How did she allowed a man to destroy her prime years?

She sought to understand love and karma. She delved into Buddhist books, wanting to know what caused her to lose her mind. She started to have deep regret about taking short cuts in life and her laziness in earning money the ethical way. She saw, on her hands, the fresh blood of people's happiness that she had killed.

But the greed and anxiety in her couldn't be satisfied with a regular job. Or a single man who doesn't make enough to provide for her.

She was needy, attention-seeking and quarrelsome. I had called her a yoyo. I had spent many hours over a few months, replying to her messages.

Every day, she fought hard against the temptation to take up another escort job

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「捨邪歸正」

I lost count how many Masters she sought advice from before she found me online.

She read my posts and was amazed by my tenacity to take failures.

She watched my video on suicide and became aware of the Hell that all suicide victims go to. To repeat that act of killing themselves every day at the same time they died.

Among the many things I said at our consultation, I could tell her the age range she sold herself and that it was a elder lady who gave her the chance. She was surprised at my accuracy.

I told her the only way out was to sincerely repent for her past misdeeds. Blind listening to Buddhist chants and sutras would do nothing to change her fate. That is passive. Being active is to recite it and abide by the precepts.

I instructed her to write out her story in as much details as possible, to lead other sex workers, or wannabes, suicidal people and men with affairs to the Right Path.

This was one of the fastest ways I know that can change a disastrous life around.

All the Thai amulets, crystals and pendants she stashed in her room MUST go. She spoke of their decreasing power over time, and it seemed like a never-ending black hole as she kept on buying more and more to help her legitimate business.

She asked whether she would be able to get a publisher to buy her story.

I told her to forget about making money from her book. Give it for free. Post it online. Somehow, somewhere, everywhere. Get the story out. Fast.

When her boyfriend left her a sum of money, I insisted that she returned it. Don't take money that you didn't earn it rightfully. She said that was her breakup fee. I put my feet down, and said it was a proper relationship between two singles, and she caused the breakup. Why would she need money for loving a man who had loved her?

She promised she would write her story.

But she lied to me. Just like how she lied of making the $49 donation the next day, before seeking a Bazi consultation with me.

She went to the Guan Yin Temple at Waterloo Street, and sought a divination stick. It was her favourite activity whenever she was troubled or at a dilemma.

Right after she left the temple, she messaged and questioned why she received a 下簽 (bad lot) for my recommendation.

I asked for the number of the divination lot and the actual question she posed.

"I want to write a story about my life to encourage women not to sell their bodies and for married men not to have affairs. I may be hurt or sabotaged by people, so please protect me."

That didn't sound like a question. But the Bodhisattva had a way in teaching sentient beings.

I was dumbfounded at the Bodhisattva's omnipresent accuracy and foresight, when I saw the divination number.

It was a bad lot indeed, but not because of the solution I gave to my client.

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「莊子試妻」

Zhuangzi was a famous and well-respected Chinese philosopher of the Warring States Period.

One day at the mountains, he walked past a new grave and saw a woman kneeling over the freshly turned soil, hurriedly fanning it.

Not understanding the woman's behaviour, Zhuangzi asked for her intention.

The woman replied, that her husband lied beneath the soil. Before he died, he had said she could only remarry, when the soil of his grave dried. It was the rainy season at that time, hence her fervent fanning, so that she could quickly seek a new man.

Zhuangzi shook his head, when he heard of her heartlessness.

Unknown to many, Zhuangzi was an accomplished Taoist practitioner. With his supernatural powers, he helped the woman to dry the soil almost immediately. Thrilled at the dried grave, the widow gave her fan to Zhuangzi and hurried down the mountain.

Zhuangzi returned home, singing and waving the fan. His wife, Tian, questioned where he got the fan from. When she heard of the widow, Tian was so angry that she tore the fan into pieces and called the widow shameless.

Zhuangzi pacified his wife and said he had faith in her chastity.

A few days later, he fell very sick and died. Tian was saddened at her husband's sudden death and wept in sorrow

At his funeral, a very handsome young man showed up with his old servant. He said he was Zhuangzi's student, and a son of an important government official.

He wanted to perform the rites of a dutiful student, and helped in his teacher's funeral, by watching vigil for three years.

His good looks caught the eye of the newly minted widow, Tian. She sought to know more his eligibility from the old servant.

Within 20 days, they got married.

On the night of their wedding, the young man was struck with an ear-shattering migraine. Tian anxiously asked the old servant for help. The old servant said his young master had this strange illness since birth. The only cure was to consume the brain of a human. Back in his hometown, the father would take the brain from the prisoners sentenced for death for his son.

But in this remote countryside, where could they find a human brain as medicine?

Tian thought of her dead husband. She promptly took an axe and hacked open his coffin.

Zhuangzi leapt out from the coffin and mused this now-famous Chinese verse, "青竹蛇兒口，黃蜂尾上針，兩者皆不毒，最毒婦人心。"

Tian proclaimed that she heard noises in her coffin and wanted to see if Zhuangzi was alive.

Zhuangzi questioned the red finery on her and the red decor in the house. Tian argued that she wanted to welcome him. So she donned on the wedding finery to get married with him again.

The young man and his servant walked in. They were actually manifestations of Zhuangzi's supernatural powers.

Tian was so ashamed of her heartless and deciteful act that she eventually hung herself.

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Every divination lot comes with a poem and a background story. This was the background story on my client's divination lot.

The poem states:

因名喪德如何事 卻恐吉中變化凶
酒醉不知何處去 青松影里夢朦朧

Virtues are destroyed in pursuit of self gain. Fear that the auspicious will morph into bad.

The drunkard knows nowhere to go. In the green forest a shadow lingers in a dreamy haze.

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It is common to encounter clients that lack faith in my recommendations.

Some will ask many questions after our session, wanting to know why my solutions will help them or how I derive my solutions. There are also emotional clients who would flare up and lose all their manners, when they can't get an answer that they like from me.

I don't ask my doctor what ingredient goes into the making of my cough syrup and how it works scientifically in my body.

I take action by drinking it as prescribed. Because based on past experience, I trust that his medicine will work to help my predicament. I don't drink, I continue to be sick, I don't see results.

My suggestions don't require my clients to consume unknown medical liquids into their bodies. Yet few clients take action, when it comes to their Destiny.

Despite me being recommended by their friend who experienced positive results with my help, and have genuine testimonials to justify my fees.

That divination lot was Bodhisattva telling me: My client will not write her story, for she does not sincerely regret her past acts.

It was also a grave reprimand to her to mend her ways before it was too late.

But she didn't see the divination lot in the same manner as I did.

Not only does she lack faith in my words, she distrusted the holy words of the Bodhisattva too.

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Give money, buy love, buy fame, buy business, buy wealth and buy that. No need hard work.

Such is the sexy appeal of many ghostly amulets. They appeal to people who want many things in life but refuse to follow the Law of Karma, to sow seeds the right way.

I see one client bidded for a Thai amulet from a Facebook Live. Another wanted to buy a multi-coloured bracelet, because "so pretty! Got power some more!" Luckily, his Wife who had learned some Buddhism from me stopped him.

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In March 2017, this client sent me a message:

"Hi Ji Qian, hope you are well. Good luck for your Home Fengshui For A Happy Marriage tomorrow.

I was looking thru our past convos where we first started speaking online. Yes, Im a spoilt brat and Im a yoyo porcupine. I look at a sentence that is poignant - "the day you stop relying on men is the day you become prosperous". I wonder if that day will ever come. I I finally understand that my Facebook Adverts getting disabled is due to my past karma. And I haven't finished writing the repentance story which u instructed me to write in August. I think I know that I'm half-hearted in repentance, that's why I can't bring myself to finish the story. I'm just wondering if I am supposed to survive on my savings till my Facebook Advert Account get reactivated.

I haven't been able to find any new product to sell since XXX (sales also failing miserably). I am weak-willed and too reliant on men. The only thing keeping me from committing suicide is my mum and because I'm reminded by Shifu's words that a suicide victim is doomed to repeat the same act."

菩薩英明。

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Last year, I had casually asked if I could share her story. She promptly gave me the permission.

Yesterday, one client called me unempathetic towards him. The way he wrote suddenly jolted my memory of this client. I had taken too long to write her story.

I told her to write in English and Chinese, and she did part of it.

The account you read of her past was adapted from her written work. Though there are many grammar and structural mistakes, she does write very well.

The poison in our hearts will eventually consume our souls if we do not purge it out. What joy is there when we resort to brutal force to keep a man by our side? Should he chooses to leave, that does not discount the value of our self worth. A man who isn't interested in you for the right reason isn't attractive.

The same goes for men who cheat or pay for sex. You are ruining another woman's life when you satisfy your lust.

When you inflict suffering on another being, in return, you get pain and suffering on yourself. So don't sow the seed in the first place. Repentance done right over a period of time can prevent your past bad seeds from germinating, and reduce your suffering.

If there is any merit in sharing her story here, I dedicate all of it to my client.

May she have the inner wisdom and stability to lead a virtuous life.

May she always be surrounded by good teachers to show her the way.

May her vile affinities be broken and replaced by good ones.

May her greed and hatred be subdued.

May she repent for her past transgressions in time.

No matter how long it may take, one step forward into the Light is one step away from Darkness.

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ཨོཾ་མ་ཎི་པདྨེ་ཧཱུྂ༔
Om Ma Ni Peh Me Hom