【靜下心來好好想 - 珍惜生命 拒絕自殺】
Calm Your Inner Storm - Please Love Yourself To Say No To Suicide
本該活到70歲，30歲卻自殺，剩40年的壽命怎麼辦？
我過往想自殺的次數，不少於100次，小學時就覺得我活著很多餘。長大後想尋死的理由更多，家庭、工作、經濟、感情等等。如果當初真的就跳下去，就不會有今天的李季謙，拍了80多支影片，給幾萬個你們觀看了。
好笑的是，我有十年的時間，覺得自己就是個廢物，一事無成的廢物。
可現在你們留言說，我給你們很大的正能量。
同樣是力量，讓我能把負能量轉為正能量，從陰霾中走出來，給我很大的心靈力量的是佛法。
我媽說想自殺這麼丟臉的事，不該公開說給那麼多人聽。她好意想讓我的形象比較正面。在很多國家，每年的自殺率都在增加，從老到少，憂鬱焦慮的人越來越多，那我寧願不要這樣的面子，盡一點綿力拉大家一把。
如果你今天想要尋死，請靜下來心來好好想，先聽我這位「前輩」說。
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活一天 感恩一天
活一天 快樂一天
活一天 修行一天
～ 蓮生活佛
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If you kill yourself at age 30, when you should have lived till 70, what happens to the remaining 40 years?
I had contemplated suicide in the past, at least 100 times. During my primary school days, I felt my existance was redundant. When I grew up, there were many more reasons for suicide. Family, work, financial woes, relationships, etc. If I had jumped that one time, there will be no Lee Ji Qian today, to shoot over 80 videos for the tens of thousands of you to watch.
Ironically, for more than 10 years, I felt I was a useless person, with zero achievement.
Now, I see many comments telling me that I gave them positive energy.
The jab of energy which allows me to transform my negative energies and guided me out of the fog is the power of the Dharma.
My mother told me not to disclose publicly my past desire to kill myself. She said it was shameful for everyone to know, and I understand her good intention for me to maintain a positive image. In many countries, the suicide rate is increasing. More people of all ages are suffering from depression, and I would rather look bad in public and lend a helping hand to those in need through this video.
If you wish to take your own life today, please calm your inner storm, and listen to me, the one who had gone through the same path.
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