💌 Dear Adam,
After more than 2 years, I finally gathered enough strength to go back to our favourite place. I thought I was ready until we arrived there and I couldn’t even open the door to step my foot down from the car. As I peeped around from the car window, our whole memory together rolled back and hit me like a wave of tsunami. I quickly looked at Mr Dad’s face and thank God he understood my signal right away. He took the kids down and left me alone in the car.
There I was, at our favourite place, stuck in the car, my legs felt like jelly, my hands were icy cold in the late summer heat, my heart was pumping hard, my whole body was trembling like a volcanic mountain ready to vomit its lava…couldn’t make a move, couldn’t say a word! And not long after the kids disappeared from my sight…my tears ran down like a heavy rain. I cried and cried and cried.
After almost 2 hours, the kids walked back to the car with wide smiles on each of their faces. I was stunned looking at them. I spotted a sign of strength in them. Yes, they are stronger than me. They were so happy. They missed the place so much. They talked about our memories together. They took a walk down the memory lane walking back the trail that we last took together when you were here. And they already planned to come back again soon to create more memories at our favourite place.
And I’m glad. Relief. I found my strength back in them. I know this time I failed to get myself out there. But at least I’ve made the first move. InshaAllah next time I believe that I will be stronger to step down and be ready to create more memories with the kids at our favourite place. We will definitely be talking about you and how much we are still loving you…
Missing you,
Mrs Mom - @adamdidam’s second sister
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She pasted a smile on her lips, even though her eyes wanted to cry like rain…Her smiling lips may hide the truth, but her eyes can’t lie!
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I haven’t brought this Royal Albert #OldCountryRoses collection out of the dresser since my brother Adamdidam passed away. But today I’ve decided to bring them out again for the very first time in #TheOldForgeCottage 🏡
Just gotta run out and buy some donuts. Oh how I missed him so much! If only he was still here with us, he would be the one who will go out and came home to surprise the kids with their favourite Krispy Kreme Doughnuts donuts from Selfridges Bullring & Grand Central Birmingham.
And he will set the table beautifully before calling us all to the table to enjoy our teatime together. And that’s exactly how we’re gonna spend our Sunday afternoon today. We will try to recreate those precious moment and we’re gonna have so much fun. And one thing we will never forget to do is…talk about you!
Wish you were here,
Mrs Mom
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p/s: Love has no expiration date. It never needs to be discarded or forgotten. Love lives on…
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Remember when Fatimah won the @abpbh33 Most Popular Social Media Personality Award two years ago, on 7th October 2018? Remember how proud she was when Mamajee went to collect the award on her behalf on 11th October 2018? Remember her excitement, counting the days, waiting for her Mamajee to bring the award over to Birmingham? Remember how that cheerful Fatimah was broken when she lost her Mamajee? And then the award was forgotten…erased from her mind!
2019 - one year later. The award finally flew over all the way from Malaysia into her hands…but without her Mamajee. This is the exact moment when our cheerful Fatimah was finally lost for words. She struggled to talk. But still, she didn’t forget to thank everyone. It was a very emotional moment for all of us and it was too painful to witness, let alone to share the video!
Here we are, 11th October 2020 - exactly two years after our beloved Mamajee went to collect Fatimah’s award...and one year after this video was taken. We finally gathered up enough strength to share this moment with all of you, even though the pain is still there. After all, Fatimah wouldn’t have won the award without all of you wonderful people who have loved her unconditionally, supported her from day 1, and voted for her to win this award - thank you from the bottom of our hearts!
In Loving Memory Of Muhammad Adam bin Mahamed Ismail @adamdidam الْفَاتِحَة
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Who needs caviar when you have ‘Telur Ikan Goreng Mamak’ ? I’m a #TrulyMalaysian ?
p/s: Written & Cooked by @adamdidam for #SundayWithAdam ?
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3. Crispy & Fluffy Cempedak Goreng
4. Sambal Belimbing Buluh
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