Grief.
It's something no one wishes to experience. Yet, it happens to everyone at one point or another in our lives. Actually, it doesn't happen just once. The older we get, grief will come knocking on our doors every once in a while because that is just how life works .While I've always tried to look on the bright side of life, July was truly a turbulent and depressing month for me.
You see, while still dealing with the shocking local news regarding mental health issues and trying my best to have an open discussion with the kids as we head into the exam period, my own world fell apart when I was informed that my beloved grandma was hospitalised and in a coma.
For the next two weeks, it was terribly dreadful that we couldn't visit her due to the pandemic restrictions. We had video calls with her almost every day to tell her we love her and gently urge her to wake up but I wanted to be by her side so, so badly. My spirits were lifted when my Mum told me she opened her eyes and we even heard her saying "Bye bye". Surely that is a good sign and she is getting better, right?
Alas, things deteriorated swiftly and by the end of that fortnight, she decided to leave this world. I can't go into details now without being a wreck because I just miss her so much and have so many regrets. For now, I am working on gathering her photos and making a video so that my kids will always remember her. I guess when I am ready, I will dedicate a post to her and pour my feelings out. But for now, I'm just not brave enough to do it yet. In this post of "Happiness is...", I've realised it's okay to sometimes be a little lost and a little sad.
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I Miss You So Bad
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作詞 G-DRAGON, B.I, BOBBY
作曲 G-DRAGON, DEE.P
編曲 DEE.P
振煥
希望這不是我為你而唱的最後一首歌
希望這不是我為你而寫的最後一封信
希望這不是我走向你的最後一段路
我在祈禱 拜託告訴我這不是真的
俊會
希望這次是我為你而哭的最後一次狼狽
希望這是我思念你的最後一夜
希望我失去了你也能安然無恙
B.I
快說不是 快說不是 快說不是 快說不是
I miss you so bad
我大概是瘋了吧 放下了如此思念的你
試圖抓住卻越發遙遠的你的雙手
不能再回到過去了嗎 我無數次的
每個夜晚在月光下虔誠跪下
祈禱不要說這已是結局
若仍舊相愛 就不要離開我
我會努力拚回已打碎的碗
我會努力盛回揮灑出的水
粲右
逐漸忘卻了吧 一個兩個的抹去了吧
我大概是瘋了吧 所以才會疲倦吧
還應該祈求多少個日夜呢
究竟還要再空出多少個酒杯呢
粲右 & 允亨
我害怕你離開我 一直試圖接通的電話
切斷後的寂寞 困鎖在絕望中生活
B.I
因為知曉我的錯誤只要你能幸福
東赫
希望這不是我為你而唱的最後一首歌
希望這不是我為你而寫的最後一封信
希望這不是我走向你的最後一段路
我在祈禱 拜託告訴我這不是真的
允亨
希望這次是我為你而哭的最後一次狼狽
希望這是我思念你的最後一夜
希望我失去了你也能安然無恙
B.I
快說不是 快說不是 快說不是 快說不是
I miss you so bad
振煥
曾經撫過我的你的指尖那般溫暖
相擁而吻的關於你的回憶太過清晰
俊會
即使是瞬間想起你 眼淚也會奪眶而出
woo woo
BOBBY
Real talk baby
Let’s go
在我堅定的執著中閃著光 你閉上了雙眼
希望只有我們知道 在身後抓住了你
與驕傲同時成為我最後的後悔
與清風一同前來 不要只徒留香氣
就像沼澤枝上掉落的幾片楓葉
極度不起眼的我 你怎會想要拯救
風起時分我的心正中央即刻被貫通
除了你沒有任何可以填補 積攢下的只是迷戀
允亨 這邊我不確定XDD
我能理解你 與這段時間好好過的我形成對比
只要想起這段經歷的時光 就會流下淚水
對不起 you gotta move on
遙遠的未來
BOBBY
期待著我還能是你的朋友
振煥
希望這不是我為你而唱的最後一首歌
希望這不是我為你而寫的最後一封信
希望這不是我走向你的最後一段路
我在祈禱 拜託告訴我這不是真的
俊會
希望這次是我為你而哭的最後一次狼狽
希望這是我思念你的最後一夜
希望我失去了你也能安然無恙
B.I
快說不是 快說不是 快說不是 快說不是
I miss you so bad
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