「地獄空」攝影集即將在八月中元節前出版,由知名設計師與攝影家黃子欽設計,內附在下二位高徒精美繪製符咒、心經版畫書籤、愣嚴咒牌、尊勝咒語...等,感恩十方大德助印,希望疫情退散,平安喜樂,後記如下:
野放台灣五十餘年,貪狼獨坐,三方四正殺破狼格局,少年多舛,白手起家,隨展覽雲遊四海,如閒雲野鶴常持各類底片機流連廢墟、山川、宮廟忘返,遂設幻影堂自詡堂主,一日三省「凡所有相皆是虛妄」,常宅於暗房沖片放大通宵、鍾情黑白世界之單純,彩色照片俗世繽紛花俏做作甜美甚至比現實更現實故少拍也。知天命之年有餘,了悟人生一瞬、眨眼即逝,雖非仙人,亦無道骨,初聞離垢地生清淨心,但離華嚴「不動地」尚遠,待修持也。
2017年盛暑拍畢《巨神連線》,心律不整差點心肌梗塞向閻羅王報到,意識死神隨伺在側,人生苦短,如何了生脫死、盡斷煩惱、無所罣礙、遠離顛倒……總不得解,蒙釋迦摩尼佛開示飆淚三晝夜,聞佛法數載始知自我渺如塵埃,甚感慚愧。閒暇乃參訪名寺古剎,禮敬焚香佛陀菩薩羅漢諸神天仙王爺媽娘,台灣宮廟千奇百怪、宗派錯綜複雜(佛教、道教、一貫道、天主教、基督教、齋教、回教&大同教、儒教鑾堂、天帝教&天德教、慈惠堂&勝安宮、軒轅教、道院、理教、萬國道德會、會靈山……)、神棍橫行(依人不依法、偶像崇拜、斂財、邪淫),因歷史變遷、社會動盪、政治鬥爭、意識形態等因素導致佛道混雜,但地獄造景稀少,後專注拍攝各殿閻王、判官、陰司、獄卒、七爺、八爺乃至一切罪人,各寺造景巧妙、耐人尋味,意境乖張溢於言表,造型扭曲非常人所能塑也,然匠心獨運、自成一格,專研西方藝術數十載方知真誠樸拙最美,絲毫不輸喬托(Giotto di Bondone,1267~1337)乃至米開朗基羅(Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni 1475 ~ 1564)矣。
創立於1986年的石門金剛宮風景優美可眺望北濱,雖主祀四面佛,儒釋道眾神尊也不含糊,可過七星橋解厄、繞行五百黝黑羅漢敲鑼印心、跪拜亞洲最大臥佛涅槃像,安太歲自不在話下,甲子太歲爺雙眼長出手掌印象甚深,1994年經閻羅王指示廟公建造一條肚內設極樂世界及陰曹地府之神龍,行走暗黑通道觸動感應機關,只見面容猙獰受刑者呼天搶地喊冤、身邊盡是血肉糢糊殘肢敗屍腦漿塗地,十殿閻羅各司其職、威儀攝人。新北市林口區青嶺湖北文紫祥宮包公廟則以壁面彩塑地獄浮雕獨步全台,粉嫩色彩搭配卡漫風格,尤為造型簡直恐怖到可愛透頂,該廟主祀森羅殿閻羅天子包拯(包青天),陽世冤屈者可至此參拜祭解,求破懸案者眾,逢中元普渡皆以紙紮船渡亡魂至彼岸,全台唯一閻羅天子巨像籌備中,四周環繞墓地,適合修不淨觀也。台灣首尊彰化八卦山大佛旁南天宮(1971)地府則是首座電動地府,規模精小但驚嚇度破表,略顯破敗但五光十色仍蠻凶悍,出自已故台南大道長金登富之作,而電動神明起始可追溯至1960年代北港朝天宮。倒是嘉義水上鄉白人牙膏觀光工廠「戴相府」、「將軍府」設置十殿地府出乎意料之外,乾淨亮麗、ㄧ殿ㄧ間、簡單樸實。由高雄蓮潭龍虎塔龍口入內可見全臺唯一交趾陶地獄牆面,尊尊栩栩如生,續入龍身乃進聞聲救苦白衣觀音大士三十三化身浮雕隧道,造型設色甚為古錐。高雄大岡山超峰寺入口處「西方三聖蓮池海會」(阿彌陀佛、觀世音菩薩、大勢至菩薩巨像)旁設靜態十殿閻羅(1970年代初),雖略為陳舊然韻味猶存,續往上行可抵「證菩提道-釋迦如來應化事迹」雕塑園區,一攬世尊畢生精華。如來年邁時,琉璃國王為報長期被釋迦族輕蔑之傲慢心,世尊雖三次單獨伽跌坐 阻擋大軍進攻之路,但因緣果報無法逆轉,昔日婢女所生王子瞋恨無以復加,還是滅了祖國。自持神通第一目犍連不忍無辜百姓慘遭屠殺,遂以缽盛救度五百族人,最終卻化為血水,佛言神通廣大仍不敵千百劫業力,因緣果報屢試不爽。其母死後墜入餓鬼道飢餓難耐,目犍連遂展神通救渡,但所食尚未入口皆化為赤火,佛陀囑咐農曆七月十五日僧眾解安居自恣日,於盆中設甘露美食供養十方僧眾,因此超度亡母。後世「盂蘭盆法會」乃至「水懺法會」、「瑜珈焰口法會 」皆為消業障、斷塵垢之超渡儀軌,既渡亡魂也自懺悔。
台南麻豆代天府規模宏大、造型豔麗,不但可遊十八層地獄尚可逛天堂(1979年興建,1983年開放),燈光絢爛、聲響駭人,獨自漫步宛如觀落陰、地獄走一回。先過「心頭山」、入「清心池」、進「陰陽界」、抵「交簿廳」、達「鬼門關」、遊「補經所」、探「枉死城」、行「奈何橋」,至ㄧ殿泰廣王照「孽鏡台」現造惡原形,睹抱柱、火床等小地獄。二殿楚江王開「陰查簿 」判案定奪,觀糞尿泥、餓鬼、舞池、寒冰、膿血、鞭韃、舌犁、劍葉、戟腹拋接、砧截……等小地獄。三殿宋帝王刑罰為倒吊、銅鐵刮臉、挖眼、搗樁、倒烤、吸血、穿肋、抽筋、蛆蛀等小地獄……兼遊「四生(胎、卵、濕、化)回魂府」。四殿五官王掌管腰斬、拔舌、沸湯、刺嘴、剝皮、箭樹、車崩、射眼……等十六小地獄。隨五殿森羅王豋「望鄉臺」回眸親人最終眼後觀擊膝、誅心、刀山、飛刀火石……小地獄。六殿卞城王別稱「大叫喚大地獄」,轄火牛、虎啖、噬腎、鉗嘴含鍼、釘喉、磨摧、砍頭……等小地獄。七殿泰山王為「熱惱大地獄」,窺烙手指、抽腸、頂石蹲身、油釜滾烹、割舌穿腮……等十六小地獄。八殿都市王掌管「大熱惱大地獄」兼火狗、鐵汁、鐵蛇、鋸劈斷肢、釘板、灸脊、鐵丸、磅秤……等小地獄。九殿平等王直轄十八層「阿鼻大地獄」,直透地心、內中陰森、不見五指、滿溢地漿,皆為極犯,另轄紫赤毒蛇鑽孔、夾頂、鐵鴉、針雨、蜂蠍……等小地獄。至十殿輪轉王上「觀生臺」、「轉劫所八司」(查驗司 、稽善司 、考過司 、恩怨司 、壽命司 、支配司、掌劫司 、授生司)後至「孟婆亭」飲「醧忘湯」忘盡前塵往事,依前世功德過金、銀、玉、石、木、竹六種橋樑至「轉輪臺(紫河車)」入六道輪迴轉生投胎。據《十八泥犁經》記載,人過世後七七四十九天為「中陰生」,經閻羅王審判善惡業力判定去留或懲罰百千萬劫,犯五逆重罪則墮入「無間地獄(阿鼻地獄)」永劫不復。地藏王乃幽冥教主,統轄十殿閻羅,逢三曹普渡便在各殿設「講道所」超度尚存善根之鬼魂。
人類居於五趣(阿修羅、人、傍生、餓鬼、地獄)雜居地五濁惡世之堪忍世界,犯十惡業(殺生、偷盜、邪淫、妄語、兩舌、惡口、綺語、貪慾、嗔恚、愚痴)者必墮三趣惡道。如何出「三界」(欲界、色界、無色界)二十八天?凡人無此意識,別說能破「十二因緣」(無明、行、識、名色、六入、觸、受、愛、取、有、生、老死)還滅門,更別想斷除「四聖諦」(苦、集、滅、道)集地八十一品見惑與八十八使思惑(五利使-身見、邊見、邪見、見取見、戒禁取見、五鈍使-貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑),了悟「五蘊」(色、受、想、行、識)本空、「十二入」(眼、耳、鼻、舌、意、色、聲、香、味、觸、法)空、「十八界」空,破俱生我執與分別我執、法執甚至空執,生十一處「善心所」(信、精進、慚、愧、無貪、無瞋、無痴、輕安、不放逸、行捨、不害),降二十六處「惡心所」(貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑、惡見、忿、恨、覆、惱、嫉、慳、誑、諂、害、憍、無慚、無愧、掉舉、惛沉、不信、懈怠、放逸、失念、散亂、不正知),須知善根斷盡則陷永劫輪迴、無垠轉世之苦。
地獄可能空滅嗎?若地獄空乏人間多鬼怪,地獄淨空世間何嘗非淨土?若能證空性何處現地獄?
地獄曠古來便廣泛流傳各部族間,老死生滅為自然運行之基礎、宇宙意識之核心,然今文明昌盛如咱城邦並非慾望消弭之所,惡性所及實無可根除,礙於憲法國家法律社會軍隊企業公司學校家庭團體之層層束縛不亞於十八層,乃遁於壓抑、束己情懷,暗埋心底、日久貪嗔痴慢疑怨噌會疊穢。而六塵未熄,心多妄念,妖魔鬼怪魑魅魍魎孤魂閃靈出沒於荒郊乃至人間,會靈於曠野密林以增性靈乃出世高人修煉之舉,我等凡人擅闖宛如迪士尼般之人造地獄,三魂七魄尚不足以出竅,驚邪恐怖淒厲猙獰倒滿足了自以為是的慚愧,豈不謬哉?
病毒肆虐年半有餘,全球確診者逼近一億八千萬,枉死者近四百萬,堪比戰爭規模,望眾生發慈悲心、令往生者安息、善待其他物種、平等有情眾生。地獄本空,唯妄念生起一切羨慕嫉妒恨而地獄現前。盡以此書作為世界新冷戰獨裁者、超限戰者、暗網駭客、陰險狡猾冷嘲熱諷落井下石者之良知備忘錄矣。
姚瑞中寫於2021年端午節
Postscript
I have been living recklessly in Taiwan for more than fifty years. According to Zi Wei Dou Shu (Purple Star Astrology), Tan Lang is the sole star in my house of Self. This star, which represents xxx, forms an equilateral triangle with that star Qi Sha and Po Jun on the square chart and constitutes a Sha Po Lang pattern. The pattern indicates a kind of turbulence and change, a life of wandering with ups and downs and it tells a lot about my life. After my ill-fated youth, I started from scratch and traveled around the world with exhibitions that I participated. Like a flaneur, I wandered around ruins, nature, and temples with every type of film camera obliviously. Thus, I founded the Hall of Illusion and claimed to be the master of the hall. Several times a day, I pondered a quote from the Diamond Sutra, “Everything with form is unreal.” In addition, I usually stayed in the darkroom developing film and enlarging those negatives overnight. However, I treasured the simplicity of the black and white world. The earthly, gaudy, garish, phony and pleasing qualities within colored photos make the images even more realistic than the real world. It is not my cup of tea, so I seldom took colored photos. In Confucian thought, the age of fifty marks the stage knowing the mandate of Heaven. I am now at my fifties and realize how ephemeral human life is. However, I am not an immortal, nor having sagelike characteristics. I just learned that the stage of stainless (the second bhūmi) and develop a pure mind that is free from doubt and defilement. However, I’m still far from the immovable state and need to practice.
In the summer of 2017, after filming the work Incarnation, I experienced a severe heart rhythm problem which almost triggered myocardial infarction and could have killed me. Consequently, I realized that death was waiting for me and the life is too short to figure out how I can liberate myself from the cycle of Birth and Death. I couldn’t comprehend how to be free from all afflictions and worries and how to avoid delusive ideas. I wept for three days and nights after being enlightened by Shakyamuni Buddha. Up to the moment, I felt ashamed that I failed to realize that the self is as insignificant as dust after these years learning and practicing Buddhism. Since then, I have visited famous temples and monasteries in my spare time, worshiping Buddha, Bodhisattvas, arhats, and all the deities and immortals. Taiwan’s temples are myriad with a enormous number of sects, including Buddhism, Taoism, Yiguandao, Catholicism, Christianity, Chinese religions of fasting, Islam& Baháʼí Faith, Confucianism, Tiandiism& Tian-De Teachings, Xiwangmu cult, Yellow Emperor Sect, Precosmic Salvationism, Liism, World Wide Ethical Society, séance cult, etc. Some people even claim that they can mediate communication between the deities or spirits of the dead with human beings, having their believer rely on themselves instead of the orthodox dharma or dogma and pay excessive respect and admiration for the mediums or objects, accumulating wealth through such an unfair means or even harassing their believer sexually. Due to Taiwan’s historical changes, social turbulence, political struggles, and ideological issues, Buddhism and Taoism are somehow mixed. However, there are few emphases on the concept of the hell. As I took photographs of Yama of each court, judges, wardens of the underworld, jailers, General Fan and Hsieh (the ghost escorts) and all sinners, I found few temples cleverly created hellish scenes that are intriguing, exaggerating, and extraordinary. However, the creations are unparalleled unique. I have been studying Western arts for decades and then I came to realize that simplicity makes the most beautiful works of art. These hellish scenes can even compete with works of Giotto di Bondone (1267-1337) and Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni (1475-1564).
Jingang Temple Shimen District, founded in 1986, overlooks the beautiful North shore. Although the temple is mainly dedicated to Phra Phrom (the Thai representation of Mahabrahma), spirits of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism can also be founded in the temple. The worshipper can go cross the Seven Star bridge to relieve bad luck, walk along the five hundred arhat statues and knock on the gong to affirm one’s Buddha nature. Furthermore, the worshipper can also prostrate themself before Asia’s largest statue of Buddha in Nirvana (the Reclining Buddha statue) and pacify the Taoist Tai Sui deity of the year. I was impressed by the Jia-Zi Tai Sui General that a pair of palms grow out of his eyes. In 1994, the biō-kong (the person taking charge of the temporal affairs of a temple) received a divine inspiration from Yama (the King of Hell) that he had to build a sacred hall in the shape of a divine dragon, with the interior designed according to the World of Ultimate Bliss and the Underworld. When the visitor walks in the dark hallway, they will see the tortured people (dioramas, of course) scrunching their faces and crying bitterly and loudly in excessive grief as the visitor triggers the mechanism. One will even find them in the midst of flesh, body liquid and blood, mutilated limbs, and rotten corpses. While each of the ten Yamas are focusing on their own duties, showing their sacred dignity that collect visitors’ attention. The Baogong Temple in Linkou District, New Taipei City exclusively features colorful depiction of hellish scenes in relief in Taiwan. With its pastel shades and cartoon-like style, the relief is both grotesque and adorable at the same time. This temple is dedicated to Bao Zhen (also known as Justice Bao) representing the incarnation of Yama. Living people who have been treated unjustly can come worshipping Bao Gong and receive exorcism. Therefore, many people come here for seeking to solve unsolved cases. In Zhongyuan Festival (the ghost festival), the temple will burn the Zhizha (paper craft) boat to ferry the ghosts to the other shore, which is the shore of enlightenment. The only giant statue of Yama in Taiwan is still in the making. The temple is surrounded by a cemetery, suitable for meditating on the loathsomeness and impurity. Nantian Temple (1971), located next to the Eight Trigram Mountains Buddha in Changhua, features the first animatronic underworld. Despite the small size, the animatronic underworld is intensely shocking. Though it’s slightly worn, the colorful dioramas are still brutally ferocious. The creator was the late venerable Dao Zhang (Taoist priest) Jing Deng-fu while the origin of animatronic deities can be traced back to the 1960s Beigang Chaotian Temple. On the contrary, the Whiteman Toothpaste Tourism Factory in Shuishang Township, Chiayi, features ten Yamas with individual booth. The place is unexpectedly clean and polished yet keeps a simple and modest tone. Then, the Dragon Pagoda of the Dragon and Tiger Pagodas at Lotus Lake in Zuoying, Kaohsiung, holds the only relief of hellish scenes made of Kochin ceramic. All the figures are vivid and life-like. If one goes further into the pagoda, they will see a relief tunnel of the thirty-three incarnations of the white-robed form of Guanyin (Avalokiteśvara) on a white lotus, with a lovely and interesting design. Another Hall of Yama is built in the 1970s next to the entrance of Dagangshan Chaofeng Temple, located in the Alian District of Kaohsiung. Visitors will also see three statues of the Three Holy Ones of the Western Pureland (Amitābha, Avalokiteśvara, Mahāsthāmaprāpta) which assemble at a lotus pond. Although the hellish scene looks somewhat antiquated, you may still find its previous charm. If one goes further, they will reach the sculptural garden of “Attaining the Bodhi Way: the Incarnation of Sakyamuni Buddha,” where the visitor can see the essence of Bhagavato’s (meaning the Blessed one, one of the common epithets for Buddha) life. When Tathāgata (another epithet for Buddha) was old, the king of Kosala wanted to avenge the arrogance of the tribe of Shakyas who had long despised him, regarding him as a son of a maiden. Although Buddha has sat in lotus position alone three times to stop the army from attacking his tribe. However, one can never reverse the cause and following karma. The prince born of a maiden was so furious that he eventually destroyed his homeland. Maudgalyāyana (one of the Buddha’s closest disciples), who is said to have had supernatural abilities that surpassed the other disciples, could not bear to see the slaughter of innocent people. Thus, he saved five hundred people of his tribe with a pātra (an eating utensil of Buddhist monks). Unfortunately, everything he did was in vain, those who were saved eventually turned into a puddle of blood. The Buddha said that the supernatural abilities cannot surpass the power of karma. The cause and effect work all the time. When Maudgalyāyana’s mother fell into the path of hungry ghost, he used his supernatural abilities to save his mother from hunger. However, all the food turned into fire before being fed to his mother. Later, the Buddha commanded the monks to put nectar and dishes in a basin on the 15th day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar for the monks from all directions to free his mother from reincarnation. In later times, the Ullambana Dharma Service, the Compassionate Samadhi Water Repentance, and the Yoga Collection for Feeding the Searing Mouths Dharma Service are rituals to eliminate karmic hindrance and to cease to worldly delusions. Through such practices, one can free the dead as well as confess their repentance.
Madou Daitian Temple is a magnificent and colorful temple in Tainan. Not only can the worshippers visit the eighteen levels of Hell but also the Heaven (it was built in 1979 and inaugurated in 1983) here. The lighting and sound effects are stunning and frightening. When walking alone in the space, one may feel like taking a Guan Luo Yin trip (a Taoist necromancy which leads people’s spirits to hell and communicate with the dead ones) to visit the underworld prison. Before arriving the first court of the underworld, the visitor will walk through the Mountain of Heart Summit, the Pure Heart Pond, the Frontier between the Living and the Dead Realms, the Soul Registry Hall, the Portico of Demons, the Center for Complementary Teaching of Canonical Books, the Citadel of Premature Death, and the Bridge of Vanity. When one arrives at the first court, they will see King Chin-guang, who is in charge of the court, using the Mirror of Retribution to show the earthly form of evil creatures and also witness the sub-hell of Pillar-Holding and Fire Bed, etc. At the second court, King Chu-jiang collates the register of sins the souls of the dead have committed to impose the punishments. Here, you will see the sub-hell of Excrement and Urine, Hungry Ghost, Burning Dance Floor, Ice, Pus and Blood, Whipping, Tongue-Raking, Sword Blade, Stomach-Piercing, Chopping, etc. Next, the dead at the third court, ruled by King Song-di, will receive the punishments including inversion tortures, face-skinning with steel and copper knife, eye-wrenching, pounding, blood-sucking, rib-piercing, roasting, tendon-taking, being eaten by maggots. The visitor can pay a visit to the Palace of Soul-Resuscitation for the Four Forms of Creatures (birth from an egg, birth from a womb, birth from moisture, and birth by transformation). King Wu-guan is in charge of the fourth court. There are sixteen sub-hells at the fourth court including Waist Chop, Tongue Removal, Boiling Pond, Mouth-stabbing, Skin-peeling, Sword Tree, Burning Wheels and Cart, Eye-shooting, etc. Next, at the fifth court, sinful souls are allowed to ascend the Tower of Hometown-Viewing to take a final look of their family. The visitor will witness sub-hells of Knee-striking, Heart-slicing, Blade Mountain, Flying Swords and Burning Stones, etc. The King of Bian City takes charge of the sixth court, which is also known as the “Great Hell of Screaming,” with sub-hells including Fire Cattle, Tiger-Biting, Kidney-Eating, Mouth-Poking, Throat-Nailing, Iron Mill, Decapitation, etc. The King of Tai-shan is in charge of the seventh court, the “Great Hell of Heat and Fire.” The sixteen sub-hells at this court include Finger-Searing, Bowel-Hauling, Stone-Bearing, Boiling Oil, Tongue-Removal and Cheek-Piercing, etc. Next, the King Du-shi is in charge of the eighth court, the “Great Hell of Intense Fire and Heat,” and the sub-hells including Fire Dogs, Molten Iron, Iron Snakes, Dismemberment, Steel Spikes, Burning-Marrow, Iron Ball, Scale, etc. The ninth court is ruled by the King Ping-deng. It is known as the biggest court, Avici Hell (the Hell of Incessant Suffering), which if the lowest level of the hell realm and the interior is gloomily and terrifyingly dark. Those who committed the most serious evil deed will be sent to the Avici Hell. Sub-hells such as Poisonous Snake, Brain-Removal, Crow-Gnawing, Raining Needles, Wasps and Scorpions are included at this court. After arriving the tenth court, ruled by the Great King of the Reincarnation Palace, one can visit the “Observatory of Life on earth” and the “eight bureaus of the Reincarnation Palace” (including the Bureau of Judicial Control, the Bureau of Good-Actions, the Bureau of Bad-Actions, the Bureau of Debts, Gratitude, and Vengeance, the Bureau of Longevity and Destiny, the Bureau of Familial Ties, the Bureau of the Reincarnated, and the Bureau of Birth). The sinful one will be sent to the Pavilion of Mengpo and made to drink the Soup of Forgetfulness to forget all past affairs. According to the sinful one’s merits of previous life, they will go across one of the six bridges (gold, silver, jade, stone, wood, bamboo) to the “Reincarnation-Wheel (Wheel on the Crimson River).” Finally, one is able to reborn in the six realms. According to the Aṣṭadaśa nāraka sutra ( the Eighteen Hells Sutra), after one passes away, they will enter an intermediate and transitional state between death and rebirth, known as antarābhava in Sanskrit, for forty-nine days. The being will be evaluated by Yama, who will decide if one should get reborn or get punished at the hell. Those who committed the Five Grave Offenses (killing one’s father, killing one’s mother, killing an Arhat, shedding the blood of a Buddha, and creating a schism within the community of Buddhist monks and nun who practice for attaining enlightenment.) will be sent to the Avici Hell and stay there eternally. Kṣitigarbha is the Lord of the Nether World, ruling the ten court of Hell. The lord will set up the “Hall of Teaching” at each court to salvage those sinful ones who still obtain few merits at the offering rituals.
Human beings live the Sahā world (sahāloka in Sanskrit, meaning “endurance of suffering,” a concept of mundane world in Mahāyāna Buddhism) where they share with other reincarnations (including beings of the hells, of the preta, and of malevolent nature spirits) with five turbidities (the Kalpa turbidity, the view turbidity, the affliction turbidity, the living beings turbidity, and the life turbidity). Those who commit the ten evil deeds (killing, stealing, adultery, lying, using immoral language, slandering, equivocating, coveting, anger, and false views) must fall into the three evil paths (animals, preta, and hell). However, how can one escape from the three realms/ twenty-eight heavens (including the six heavens of the desire realm, the eighteen heavens of the form realm, and the four heavens of the formless realm)? Worldly people who don’t have such an awareness cannot leave the cycle of the twelve nidanas (meaning causes or motivations), let alone eliminate the eighty-one afflictions (that have been produced due to misunderstanding regarding reality) and the eighty-eight illusions (including five afflictions of advanced practitioners, also known as five views: view of self, extreme view, evil view, view of attachment to views, and view of morality; and five unintelligent temptations: desire, anger, stupidity, arrogance, and doubt) of thought within the three realms and four Arya satyas (noble truths, including suffering, arising, ending, and path). They cannot realize that the essence of the five skandhas (referring to aggregates of clinging, including the matter of form, sensation, recognition, mental formation, and consciousness) , the twelve ayatana (meaning sense base, including six internal bases: eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind and six external bases: visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects), and the eighteen dhātavah (meaning compositional elements of human existence, including six consciousness, six faculties, and their objects) are the emptiness and the void. Furthermore, they cannot dispel the two reasons for clinging to the idea of the self and the attachment to elemental constructs and even believe in the two (false) tenets that that karma and nirvana are not real and that the ego and phenomena are real. As a consequence, they fail to develop the eleven wholesome mental factors (faith, energy, conscience, being ashamed, non-attachment, non-aggression, non-delusion, calmness, equanimity, conscientiousness, and non-injuriousness) and cease the sixteen unwholesome mental factors (desire, greed, anger, delusion, arrogance, doubt, wrong view, wrath, enmity, hypocrisy, vexation, jealousy, parsimony, deceit, flattery, harming, ambitiousness, stupidity, lacking of faith, idleness, being unrestrained, forgetting, distraction, non-discernment, ). One must bear in mind that once all our virtuous roots are discontinued, they will be trapped in the never-ending reincarnation and the suffering of infinite continuity.
Is it possible that the hell will be empty one day? If the beings in hell will become extinct while evil spirits inhabit the mundane world, the world could be considered as a pure land. If we could witness the nature of the void, then hell will exist no more.
Since ancient times, the concept of hell has been widely spread among all tribes. Aging, death, beginning, and end are the basis of nature and the core of cosmic consciousness. However, the prosperous civilization as our island is not a place where desire can be eliminated. It’s impossible to eradicate evil nature. Since fetters brought by the constitution, the state, the law, society, the military, corporations, schools, families, and groups are not less than the eighteen levels of hell, the mortals repress themselves, bury their feelings. Day after day, greed, anger, stupidity, arrogance, doubt, and resentment are stacking. However, since the six dust (visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects) has not yet been extinguished, people in the mundane world are still full of delusions. The demons, devils, evil spirits, and the wondering dead exist in the wilderness, while only advanced practitioners with transcendent would attempt to make contact with the dead in the wasteland and forest. Worldly people like us trespass in Disneyland-like man-made hell. It is absurd and ridiculous that the hellish scenes cannot stop us from perpetrating evil deeds, but the horrific and cruel scenes yet satisfy our self-righteous shame.
The pandemic has been boiling over for more than a year and a half. The number of infected patients worldwide is nearly a hundred and eighty million, and the death toll has risen to four million, which is equivalent to a war crisis. I hope that we can all be compassionate, give peace to the dead, treat all sentient beings well and equally. The hell is innately empty; however, deluded and misleading thoughts would give rise to all jealousy and hatred and then manifest the hell before us. This book merely serves as a memorandum of conscience for dictators of the world’s new cold war, supporters of unrestrained warfare, dark web hackers, and those who are cunning and contemptuous and maltreat others when knowing they have problems.
June 2021,
Yao Jui-chung
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謝謝網友吳英雄拍攝分享27年前的今天(1994年4月9日)的《聯合報》第36版,右下方可以看到當時熱映中(3月26日在臺上映)的香港電影《九品芝麻官》的廣告,上頭寫著「票房再爆!口碑大呼過癮!周星馳再獲觀眾肯定!」,而廣告中列出的戲院裡,還有誰仍在營業呢?
片體鱗傷,看啥名堂?
「銀色獵物」 中沒有銀色, 「惡意的缺席」中沒有缺席,電影片名關係票房賣座與否,可是,你有沒有發現,有時候 「片名」跟電影內容一點關係也沒有?
█王立青
好萊塢性感艷星莎朗史東,前陣子主演一部激情懸疑電影「銀色獵物」,知道此片原名「Sliver」者,看到中文片名居然譯成「銀色獵物」,難免莞爾一笑。顯然該片翻譯人員看走了眼,將SIiver(細片、切片)看作Silver(銀色)。真是「差之毫釐,謬以千里」。
●是惡意?是騙局?
記憶所及,這已不是台灣片商翻譯電影片名頭一回鬧笑話了。十二年前保羅紐曼、莎莉菲爾德主演的「惡意的缺席」,片名譯得之離譜,與「銀色獵物」有異曲同工之「謬」。
「惡意的缺席」原名「Absence of Malice」,是句法律用語,意指「惡意不足」或「缺乏惡意」。片商不知打那兒請來的高手,電影內容也沒看,便來個原名直譯;等我電影看完,才知道「惡意」不曾缺席,也無法缺席。譯者一時疏懶譯錯,才真是「惡意不足」的失誤了。
往前追溯,一九七四年奧斯卡金像獎最佳影片,由保羅紐曼和勞勃瑞福連手主演的「The Sting」,中文片名「刺激」,也犯了直譯的錯誤。
那年看完「刺激」,滿腹狐疑,這樣的劇情與刺激何干?回家翻辭典才發現,Sting除了作「刺」、「螫」、「刺激」解釋之外,尚有「詐騙」的俚俗用法。這才恍然大悟,片名不是「刺激」,該是「騙局」才對。
準此要領,一九九二年由詹姆斯伍德領銜主演的「Midnight Sting」可譯為「午夜騙局」,若沿用舊模式來個「午夜刺激」就糟了。不過該片正式的中文片名是「英雄本詐」,也很貼切傳神。
●天馬行空,莫名其妙
中譯片名,除了直譯之外,往往考量到國情、文化背景的差異,而需採取意譯。譬如「The Long Gray Line」,若直譯成「長灰色的行列」,誰懂?原來,其中的「灰色」是指西點軍校學生制服的顏色,因而這部電影依其內容意義,給它取個「西點軍魂」的中國名字,誰曰不宜?? 問題是在台灣意譯,照樣也會產生風馬牛不相及的天方夜譚式笑話。像當年名導演亞瑟潘的力作「Bonnie and Clyde」,是敘述美國經濟大蕭條年代,一對著名鴛鴦大盜的故事。對美國民眾而言,邦妮與克萊可謂家喻戶曉、耳熟能詳,只是到了台灣若直譯其名,則真是不知所云。這部警匪片起先在台灣遭到禁演的命運,影評人談及此片,冠名為「雌雄大盜」,至為允當。後來此片開禁,片商捨現成的好片名不用,竟然異想天開,來個「我倆沒有明天」。真是教人不想罵也難。
一九六七年,法國名導演梅爾維爾拍了一部由亞蘭德倫主演的警匪片「Le Samourai」,是日本話「武士」的羅馬拼音字。電影公映之前,片商耍了個噱頭,廣告刊登劇情大綱(電影本事),公開徵求中文片名。
結果中選的竟然是玄之又玄的「午後七點零七分」,搞得觀眾一頭霧水,莫名所以。誠可謂「張飛打岳飛,打得滿天飛」。
●群魔亂舞,終極滿街
直譯、意譯固然鬧過不少笑話,「援例引用」也是趣事連篇,歡笑一籮筐。
所謂援例引用,就是某部電影票房告捷,引來片商像蒼蠅叮肉般蜂擁而至,給新片取個類似的片名,一方面圖個吉利,二方面也盼望沾光,大發利市。
一九八二年,席維斯史特龍演的「第一滴血」,轟動世界,瘋狂天賣座。台灣有片商突發奇想,打算給新片取名為「女人的第一滴血」;這則消息是我某天邊吃早餐邊閱報看到的,害我當場噴飯!
阿諾史瓦辛格自從「魔鬼終結者」竄紅之後,凡是由他主演的電影幾乎都掛上「魔鬼」二字:「魔鬼司令」、「魔鬼殺陣」、「魔鬼阿諾」、「魔鬼紅星」、「魔鬼孩子王」、「魔鬼總動員」、「最後魔鬼英雄」,一時之間但見群魔亂舞,鬼影幢幢。
其中不沾魔鬼二字的「終極戰士」,據說原本也打算和魔鬼攀上關係的,卻被別部電影搶先登記註冊,只好更名。阿諾雖在台灣率先使用「終極」二字,後來卻成了布魯斯威利的正字商標。
布魯斯威利於螢幕「雙面嬌娃」揚名立萬後,以「終極警探」勇闖大銀幕,發紅泛紫,自此與「終極」結下不解之緣。後來有「終極神鷹」、「終極尖兵」等作品,票房卻是欲振乏力,害得威利悶悶不樂,額頭上的毛髮更形稀疏了。
當此之際,凱文柯斯納居然乘虛而入,盜用「終極」二字冠於「保鑣」之上,賣了個滿堂彩。此舉雖可稱為「篡位」而不過分,但其實布魯斯威利不也是從阿諾那兒篡奪而得「終極」?
「終極」本無種,男兒當自強,誰厲害就給誰用,有何不可??
●一窩蜂,不見新意
國片片名當然也少不了模仿抄襲、東施效顰之舉。
古龍原著、倪匡編劇、楚原導演,這個鐵三角組合拍的新派武俠推理片「流星.蝴蝶.劍」賣座,一時之間,但見三段式片名如雨後春筍,四處皆是。像「天涯.明月.刀」、「劍.花.煙雨江南」、「俠士.鏢客.殺手」、「千刀.萬里.追」⋯⋯族繁不及備載。
後來鐵三角又推出片名頗見新意的「三少爺的劍」,也引來一部「二小姐的刀」追隨其後,忠心耿耿。
以往國片命名,甚少使用到「的」這個字。直到「台灣新電影」浪潮掀起,眾家新銳導演不約而同地,酷愛用「的」字夾於片名之中,蔚為一股風潮。
試看這些片名:光陰的故事、小畢的故事、海灘的一天、看海的日子、帶劍的小孩、兒子的大玩偶、風櫃來的人、冬冬的假期、小爸爸的天空、最想念的季節、我們的天空、老莫的第二個春天、霧裡的笛聲。
以上所列,全是台灣新電影運動意氣風發時期的重要代表作。仔細一瞧,還真別具一格,饒富妙趣。
如果我有錢,當上片商老闆,一定要搞個一網打盡的全方位片名,比方說「終極魔鬼奇兵的第一滴血」,如何?夠狠夠絕吧!
【1994-04-09/聯合報/36版/繽紛】
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[2018有讀有回](下)
〈小說〉:
* 別讓我走
* 一九八四
* 流
* 長日將盡
* 人浮於愛
* 複眼人
* 山茶花文具店
* 荒人手記
* 我想吃掉你的胰臟
* 死了一個研究生以後
* 被遺忘的新娘
* 言葉之庭
* 人間失格
* 毒木聖經
〈小說〉總結:
我其實沒有料到自己讀了這麼多小說,是我2018年度所看的類別最多的一種。基於對知識與議題的追求,我有意識地盡量使自己不要太多地閱讀小說。畢竟小說基本還是娛樂人類的產物,若是我看書都看得很開心、沒有一點思考與學習的成分,好像與自己「有意識地閱讀」背道而馳。
但厲害的小說還是有能讓人十足十的燒腦功效。光是鑽研字裡行間的言下之意、試圖想像文字的畫面韻味、體會小說主人公的心理活動,不啻是一種人情義理的邏輯訓練。
上乘的小說除了故事情節扣人心弦、文字精美之外,通常還涵蓋著某個作者關懷的人生哲理,進而導引現實中的我們一同關注與理解其中心思想。這麼說來若要從漫無目地的閱讀方式轉向有意識的閱讀目標,基於某種理念虛構而出的小說的指引就相當重要。舉例來說,寫作《別讓我走》、《長日將盡》的日裔英國作家石黑一雄,身為移民的身份卻能寫出英倫風味十足的故事。據說其英文原版的詞彙華美、用字嚴謹,文字應用功力完全不輸道地英國人。身為諾貝爾文學獎得主的石黑一雄,看似沒有因為自己的移民身份特意關注移民議題,其實有他期望世界民族以「世界人」自居的野心。
身為一個國際身份尷尬的台灣人,且沒有第二本護照,民族認同與自我根本追尋這種事,就會如鬼魂般或多或少附著在身上。我選書時喜歡看作者介紹。會被石黑一雄的書所吸引,我想除了因為他得了諾貝爾文學獎而被書店當作賣點大肆宣傳其作品之外,發覺他日裔英國人的身份,也是促使我想看這個人的書的原因。日本作為亞洲社會首屈一指的現代化國家,其國民對其文化的驕傲與排他性是眾所週知的事;而作為近代歷史領頭羊的英國,在西方列強間不僅是現代化國家的表率,更有深刻的文化歷史淵源。
「日本製造、英國加工」兩種強勁的文化同時在身上融合的過程促成了怎樣的石黑一雄的小說,是我亟欲暸解與參考的。這樣的心情也可以衍生到我之所以看東山彰良的《流》。
東山彰良本名王震緒,是一位擁有台灣及日本雙重國籍的旅日台人。這樣的他將自己追根溯本的證據完成了一部虛構的小說《流》。以日文寫作一位追查自己爺爺死亡真相的台灣少年的故事,其背景還設定在蔣中正死去的一九七五年。主人公的爺爺是一九四九年隨蔣來台的老兵。
而我看日本小說特別多的原因,除了因為日本小說寫作的語法不知為何相當簡潔清爽,非常容易閱讀以外,也因為我曾經學過日文,對日文的語法與背景有一定程度的了解,可以更容易上手。日本小說常常是我在看一部燒腦作品的同時,能夠令腦子休息一下的好去處。但《人間失格》或許因為其成書年代較早的緣故(一九四八年),也或許由於作者太宰治超乎常人的複雜心思,即便篇幅不長,還是令我看得頗有壓力。
其他日本小說《山茶花文具店》、《我想吃掉你的胰臟》、《被遺忘的新娘》、《言葉之庭》,就真真是清爽好讀的小說了。即便書本厚度是《人間失格》的二至三倍,都可以讀得比《人間失格》要快速。在這之中我特別想提出一本小說:《言葉之庭》。是因動畫電影《你的名字》大紅的日本導演新海誠,以自己創作的同名動畫《言葉之庭》為本寫出的小說版本。中文版後記有作者述說的關於自己創作同一個故事的動畫與小說的差別與難易之間。我認為是同時喜歡電影與文字的人相當值得一看的有趣段落。
〈小說〉如果只能讀一本的話:
我想將此名額留給吳明益的《複眼人》。
我感覺對中文世界的讀者而言,從小接觸的小說無非是翻譯小說或是武俠、言情、網路小說。除此之外的中文文學作品,不是過於古樸艱深,就是流於簡單通俗。難有介於兩者之間。介於兩者之間的佳作大多以散文方式呈現。能夠成功融入現代調性,開創出一個時代的清新風氣,又節奏嚴謹、格局大氣,兼之融合大量科普知識與人文關懷的中文作家,就我淺薄的眼界而言,非吳明益的作品不可了。
同年度閱讀的《毒木聖經》也有同樣相似的閱讀效果,亦是一部佳作。但翻譯作品多少會有一些晦澀語意流失於語言轉換之間。對中文世界的我們來說,在過多的註釋之下,也難以酣暢淋漓。
能夠暢快閱讀、暢快思考的中文小說非吳明益的小說不可了。其所關注的背景議題,也有不輸外國小說的巨大野心。是我認為代表這個世代台灣寫作的國際面貌。
(二)散文:
* 孤獨六講
* 天地有大美
* 感覺宋詞
〈散文〉總結:
恰巧三本都是蔣勳的作品。如果能在閱讀之前先行於網路上看過蔣勳的影片,在閱讀時於腦中融入他磁性沈穩的嗓音當作旁白。會是非常舒服的享受。
在心神不寧的時候我尤其喜歡看蔣勳的書,似是一個對生活有歷練的智者在淘洗心靈的過程。蔣勳的文字像是一名心細溫柔的牙醫,在病人巨大的驚懼之下,依舊自若,細細淘洗牙間縫隙。生活中總有污穢不如意,有時能黑暗的不只是深不見底,而是坦然地令人噁心。蔣勳的文字即便優雅細膩,卻不會予人強顏歡笑、自以為是的做作之感。你能明白我們都是從泥淖裡走出來的人,漿洗之後,還能有風霜的色彩與愈發的柔軟。
我相信絕對的狼狽才能成就絕對的不狼狽。唯有如此才能看重生命的創口、才有結痂成自然的能力。
蔣勳的作品並不艱澀,卻能看到行到水窮處的泰然。那或許要更難。
〈散文〉如果只能讀一本的話:
我想選擇《孤獨六講》。或許是因為我曾經感覺非常的孤獨,敝帚自珍的心態作祟下,我特別珍惜那樣的歷程與感覺。
我的絕對孤獨感大抵是來自愛情的面相。長大成人的我也目光如豆地以為,孤獨一定是來自丟失的另一半。但《孤獨六講》卻點出了許多我不曾感知到孤獨感,讓我的眼界擴大,知道自己需要珍惜與重視的還有許多層面,生命才有趨向完整的可能。
在科技尚未發展到可以仔細描繪出人類的夢境以前,我們對於心理活動的琢磨,只能來自體驗,與體會過後的哲學式思考。開放式的問答令人迷茫,卻也令各種情境變得有無限可能。我們藉由偷看蔣勳的答案進而去思考自己的,然後才能感到慶幸,孤獨是眾人的共業。如果這世上只有一個人,就不會感到孤獨。
(三)心理勵志:
* 正是時候讀莊子
* 我喜歡這個功利的世界
* 斜槓青年
* 海角天涯,轉身就是家
* 有些情傷過不了,是因為你還不夠懂自己:照見真實自我的43道愛的練習題
* 別讓世界的單薄,奪去你生命的厚度
* 言語之碗——改變不當說話習慣 真正解決溝通困境
* 婚內失戀
* 史丹佛大學心理學講義 人生順利的簡單法則
〈心理勵志〉總結:
我一直以為我的心靈很強大了,沒想到還是讀了這麼多心理勵志的書籍。不過我感覺人進步的曲線,是像海浪一樣會來來回回。有所進步之後再退回來,尤其會令人感到氣餒。我想那是我居然還是讀了這麼多心理勵志的書的原因。因此我不想因為這個數量而否定自己。
所謂心理勵志無非是換個思考方式、相信自己的力量。如果中心思想只是這樣,為何要一直看別人的樣貌?說到底,人類還是需要合作與分享才有前進的可能。我們閱讀是一種合作、他們書寫是一種分享。
我想我可能不會有所謂真正心靈強大的一天,必須謙虛地一直學習,才能盡可能不落入一個程度之外。
〈心理勵志〉如果只能讀一本的話:
《史丹佛大學心理學講義 人生順利的簡單法則》絕對是言簡意賅地將現代生活的煩惱條列式的破題解開。融入精彩的腦科學知識,更具信服力。不過有時過於簡單的解法反而會令人不夠深刻而輕易拋在腦後,畢竟要是人生這麼簡單,我們怎麼還會這樣煩惱至極?要是都照書上做了人生就會好轉,自己還會懷疑這是不是某種異端邪說。
關於「心理」這件事,我特別想提出來的一點是「形式」與「本質」。書上寫的那些解法是形式,能不能參透並融進自己的思想是本質。必須要內在改變了,顯現出來的形式才具有意義,不然都是徒具外表的空泛。
這也是為什麼我非常討厭「語錄」、討厭為什麼簡短的一句話就能把人釘死在十字架上。什麼「認真就輸了」⋯⋯,要是不認真,究竟還有什麼事情有意義?純粹是受不了自己的心理拉扯才嗔怪是因為自己太認真,而且還要假鬼假怪地用「認真」這樣高尚的詞語定義自己的軟弱。恕我感覺這樣的行為噁心。
語錄的生產,是一個人經歷了許多事情所榨取出的精華,的確是最值得摘取的部分沒錯,卻不能不去重視其背後的生產歷程。這就像是一個有錢人吃了別人說的最頂級的魚子醬,但他僅是吃了,無法真正獲取感動,因為他不理解其頂級的原委何在。那不如一個很愛滷肉飯的人,吃遍全台的滷肉飯後扎扎實實的評鑑出他心中的第一名,因為那是他花費時間精力的心理獲得。
希望大家不要只是囫圇吞棗地把書上寫的這些複製貼上在自己的社交軟體上。先能硬生生地、機器人式地去做做看。我們畢竟不是太強大的動物,很多事情還是需要經由外在的改變來催化內在的質變。在實踐的過程中所獲得的豁然、快樂、痛苦、挫折,就能逐漸地把別人的轉化成為自己的,然後就再也不是活在Hashtag加粗字體下的人。
人生不需要強調什麼,因為每一步都至關重要。請認真地活著。
(四)科普:
* 知性對話必備!讀懂世界的生存之書
* 在進入潛意識夢境前,請問佛洛伊德。讀懂佛洛伊德與《夢的解析》
* 在地球瀕臨滅絕時,還原達爾文。讀懂達爾文與《物種起源》
* 在資本主義帶來浩劫時,聆聽馬克思。讀懂馬克思與《資本論》
* 樂園的復歸——遠古時代的性 如何影響今日的我們
〈科普〉總結:
去年讀的這五本科普書籍,我只能說每一本都很精彩,都令我在最廣泛的面相裡面參透了這個世界的面貌一點點,不僅僅是一個饞食著生活的人。然後我在航行於人生之際,面對著世界所引起的浪潮,儘管我不是美國總統那樣站在世界權力核心的人,世界的浪潮打來我身上的時候已經是小的不能再小的漣漪狀態,我還能有點拍自己馬屁似的為自己與世界的距離提出一些見解。
不全然的盲目,甚至還能稍稍改變步伐,去令自己五十步笑百步的再近一點。
這一點感覺自己與他人不同、感覺自己與世界息息相關的自覺我想稱之為「公民意識」。這樣公民意識的開啟很有助於成為設定個人目標的原則,也能有助於錨定自己在世界的位置,不至於感覺自己非常非常孤單,畢竟我們不論如何也還無法飛起來生存在另一顆星球之上。
回頭來看,我也感覺自己有幸是以上述的順序閱讀這幾本科普書籍。韓國作家蔡社長所撰寫的《知性對話必備!讀懂世界的生存之書》不旦淺顯易懂,也像建中班長般將千年來文明世界形成的脈絡,做了非常簡潔有力的筆記整理,就是認真讀完至少可以考六十的感覺。
接下來再看台灣作家楊照用思想史的方式,去解構十九世紀以降影響現代社會形成的三本重要著作:佛洛伊德的《夢的解析》、達爾文的《物種起源》、馬克思的《資本論》。如果說《知性對話必備!讀懂世界的生存之書》是一本編年史,一步步告訴你這個世界在什麼時候發生了什麼事,那麼楊照的三本著作就有點像是傳記般,幫助我們轉身繞到那個時代的背後,去看看為什麼會產生這樣的結果。可以說是這三位大師的個人智慧,也能歸納到是時代的堆疊。旁徵博引地去了解他們思想的起源,而不是艱深地困在他們已然織就的網絡。反而有種柯南般解謎的有趣,也令自己以比較輕鬆童趣的方式去理解重要的一點什麼。
最後看的《樂園的復歸——遠古時代的性 如何影響今日的我們》,則是大大顛覆了我對人類性愛與忠貞機制的傳統想像。我許多對自己都難以啟齒的動物本性,都在這本書中的論述得到寬慰。這本書是一面巨大的照妖鏡,照見我們無法掩蓋的真實本能。殘酷、殘忍,卻也耐人尋味,為什麼我們要把自己變成這個樣子。
我必須說,因著這本書,我開始變得不是一生一世摯愛的信仰者,我希望能更多地回歸自然,尋找屬於我最好的愛的方式。走出瓊瑤後,屬於新時代的新經典是什麼,這就是我現在企圖追究的事物。我逐漸不害怕當個離經叛道的人,只怕自己常存抱柱信,卻在陰間怨嘆自己幹麼要死的這麼不明不白。
〈科普〉如果只能讀一本的話:
我覺得所有不知道這個世界在幹麼,活得非常茫然的人都該先去看看《知性對話必備!讀懂世界的生存之書》,很有助於找到自己的起點。至少知道了裡頭的一些內容,也能幫忙自己變得說話假掰一點,可以用比較宏觀的角度看待事情,不只是小市民的日常哀屈,只能感嘆別人家的孩子死不完,可悲的是我們就是別人家的孩子。
如果基本上我們都已經是這世上最了解自己的人了(很遺憾的好像也不是這麼回事),去了解這個世界的使用說明,至少不會令我們產生那麼多時不我予的挫敗感,因為我們本來就還不熟稔現在這首曲子該怎麼跳,被舞伴踩到腳也只是剛好而已。
世界非常大,值得懂得的事物有很多很多,這本書至少能畫出一個目錄,讓你明白可以繼續鑽研的是世界的哪一個部分。
(五)報導文學:
* 長樂路——上海一條馬路上的中國夢
* 錫安主義——從猶太家園到猶太民族主義
* 龍應台的香港筆記
* 最低的水果摘完之後
* 做工的人
* 幹嘛羨慕新加坡
* 表裏柯P
〈報導文學〉總結:
這大概是我看得最辛苦的一個文類,畢竟若是報導,就不免要揭露一些令人不忍卒睹的真實。這跟看恐怖片是不一樣的,恐怖片的殺戮、血腥,可以安全地理解為是人為設計、是令人血脈噴張的假象。但若在抬眼安逸的地方,VR般感知到另一個世界的存在,而且所言不假,同樣是人為設計、是充滿血腥與殺戮的真相,我們心裡會矛盾地同時產生對同類的不捨與厭惡。如果心有所感,會惶惶然找不到安身之處。
不過若是不想絕望的認定自己就是出生成分不佳、是鬼島島民、只想掌握一些人人蜂擁的小確幸,很殘酷地割開自己的心再去感受一些更悲慘的事物,其實是一帖立竿見影的做法。能夠有效收束我們停止哀怨,至少能有一時的功效。
可以說,我是為了令自己變得更加柔軟,才要這樣讓自己痛苦。不過看書也已經是看恐怖片般的坐上觀了,我實在沒資格再哀嘆自己的人生什麼。
人類天生就是一個喜愛不停比較的動物,適時的「比上不足、比下有餘」,有助於我們在心裡將自己固定在較高的位階;再更進步一點,還能多付出寬容予他人。
不期待自己能夠拯救世界,至少要令自己的方圓一寸之地問心無愧。我盡力維持這樣小小一片和善的防護罩,希望自己能是有能力一直面對真實的人。
〈報導文學〉如果只能讀一本的話:
《做工的人》大概是我所閱讀的書中最悲傷的一本,也因此我最推薦它。這本易讀的小品能夠令人真實感受社會底層人民的喜怒哀樂。有心酸、也會有身為既得利益者的不解。
人究竟是怎麼樣從一個樣子轉變為另一個樣子的呢?為什麼有人會願意讓自己停留在同樣的地方停滯不前,是老天對他們太不公平、還是他們自己太過懶散?在思考這樣問題的同時,也能照見自己的無力感。真正積極的人會在這個時候奮力扭一扭身,試圖甩開所謂的命定。當然這個功效的時間長短不定,端看個人意志力如何。
不過,我們在崇拜高大上的同時,一定至少要試圖看看腳下。像「千里之行始於足下」,所有的一切都是從下面開始的。俗鄙往往是根基的力量,要想茁壯就不能一味地只看著上面。我們和下面的距離,或許才關鍵。
(六)回憶錄:
* 擊壤歌(經典版)
* 老公的陰莖插不進來
* 不再是我——同性戀兒子與心碎母親的歸家之路
* 往事並不如煙
* 你的孩子不是你的孩子
〈回憶錄〉總結:
這是對我來說很難歸類的文類。要說上述這些是小說的話其實也可以,但這些小說寫的又是作者自身的真實經歷,因此我只好將它歸類為回憶錄了。
能夠寫下回憶錄的人通常都有超凡於常人的經驗,才有值得書寫的價值。像是《老公的陰莖插不進來》、《不再是我——同性戀兒子與心碎母親的歸家之路》、《往事並不如煙》都有這樣的特性。《老公的陰莖插不進來》光看書名就相當驚悚了,這樣的男女要怎麼做成夫妻完全充滿獵奇的風采;《不再是我——同性戀兒子與心碎母親的歸家之路》亦是有這樣怪奇認證的經歷,再加上宗教的加持,更讓人非常想要一探究竟;《往事並不如煙》書寫的則是作者成長於文化大革命的少女時代。
上述三部作品的議題都是我想要了解的(夫妻之間的性關係、基督教如何解讀同性戀、文化大革命),能夠擁有這樣願意書寫的親身經歷,我相信對作者本人來說亦是一種解脫、對讀者來說更是跨越議題的橋樑。
《擊壤歌》及《你的孩子不是你的孩子》就多點小清新的感覺。即便《你的孩子不是你的孩子》探討的亦是親子在面對教育這件事情的各說各話,但或許是因為我是一個自己就這樣隨便長大的人(我認為我的母親不能算有怎麼樣教育過我),我反而會想安慰自己般的想,反正長大之後就是兒孫自有兒孫福,所以這個議題我反而沒有那麼重視。
人若想要擺脫自母胎脫出以來的孤獨感,就自然會去尋找與他人的經驗共鳴。像我們戀愛時總愛先將對方的祖宗十八代倒背如流一遍,並極力找出我與他的共同點,用星座血型算命證明我倆是天生一對。
閱讀回憶錄一類的書籍亦是一種擴大自己生活經驗共鳴的方式。我們即便無法愛上作者,但願意去傾聽一個人所解釋出的歷史,正是尊重人人所思所想的不同的開端。
時代僅是時代,經由生活其中的人的解釋,才能顯出精彩。
〈回憶錄〉如果只能讀一本的話:
《往事並不如煙》(有一版本亦名此書為《最後的貴族》)在格局、文筆⋯⋯各個方面都是我所閱讀的這幾本書中的上乘之作。雖然好像點不公平的是,此書作者章詒和女士所經歷的一切的確更較其他人的經歷要深沉許多,被環境所逼使出的思想本就理應更高竿,但想想在那之中撐不過去的更是多如牛毛,也會為她能倖存下來這件事情更加感動。
(七)旅遊文學:
* 你說,寮國到底有什麼
* 聖地之旅
* 因為尋找,所以看見 The Road To Santiago
〈旅遊文學〉總結:
其實村上春樹的《你說,寮國到底有什麼》及謝哲青的《因為尋找,所以看見 The Road To Santiago》若要歸成散文也是可以的,我其實是為了《聖地之旅》這本書才有些硬是劃了個旅遊文學的文類。
但旅遊文學之所以一直可以是一個會被放出來的主題,大概也是因為不論是誰,問他的夢想是什麼,定會有「環遊世界」這一項之故。由此可見,我們不單渴求安定,亦渴求未知的變動。這種矛盾並不奇怪,不然要是人生在世只像石頭一樣定住不動,哪還有什麼意思呢。
旅遊時寫下的文字,說是記錄從未見過的風景,不如說是記錄自己的心內活動。因為心裡感覺乾涸了,沒有活水注入而沒有感動,才需要一再一再地向外去追尋什麼。
我說過,人不是什麼高竿的動物,所以大部分只能應用外在的改變來引發心內的質變。闖入他人的日常亦是一種外在變形的方式,其實真正期待的該要是小宇宙的爆炸,而不是背板的多樣化。從前人沒有相機,無可奈何之下只能寫下《馬可波羅遊記》;現代人隨時隨地都有上百張底片可以應用,好像外在環境的改變能引發的心理變化也少了。所以我更敬佩也欽慕這些能夠真正去「旅行」的人。
必須無地自容地承認,曾經我害怕一個人去旅行,其實是因為害怕沒有人幫自己拍照而已。
與其害怕沒有人拍照,不如留下一本傳世的著作。我如此這般安慰自己。加油。
〈旅遊文學〉如果只能讀一本的話:
村上大師的《你說,寮國到底有什麼》當然是不戰而降地贏了其他兩部作品。
慕村上春樹之名而來卻又害怕被艱深字句轟炸到放棄的假文青們,非常建議從村上大師的散文、隨筆開始閱讀。我是一個連《挪威的森林》都看不完的女子,可是我依舊可以大言不慚地說我喜歡村上春樹。可以把平鋪直敘的扯淡寫得精彩,而不像是為賦新詞的慘綠少年,大師有他的天份也有他的歷練。
不敢真正去壯闊旅行的人,這或許是一種截彎取直的方式。
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