My dear brother Adamdidam This morning a year ago, I was sitting by your side as always. Holding your hands as always. Kissing your cheeks as always. Looking at your face as always. Little did I know that on that very morning, the Angel of Death was there too at your head and in a split second, your soul would be taken away. Not a minute late nor a minute early. And that time came as promised! Your pulse stopped. I lost you. Our family chain was broken.
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When you left, I kept pondering upon my own ‘time’. My own death. What would it be like? Would it be as beautiful, as peaceful as yours? When would it be? Would it be in the blessed month of Ramadhan like yours? Who would be by my side? Would I be surrounded by my loved ones like you? How would my grave look like? Would it be as green, as serene as yours? No answer. What is the legacy that I would leave in this world? Would I be leaving good deeds like you? What would be my last sharing on social media? Would it be something good, something meaningful like you too? What would people know me by? Kind like you? Generous like you? Would they always remember me like they remember you? Make du’a for me like they do for you? No answer.
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I haven’t seen you for a year now. I haven’t heard your voice for a year now. Your name hasn’t appeared on my phone screen for a year now. And this feeling in my heart now...I don’t know what’s it called...but everytime when I think of you and become tearful, in my heart, there’s serenity, there’s comfort...knowing that Allah has blessed you with such a beautiful ending. You have earned it my brother...just like how you said you wanted it! And with all the time I have left with me now, I must strive to earn a good ending like you too...so that I can join you. So that when I see you next...you and me will have a long tight hug and we will both say, “Alhamdulillah, we made it!” ♥️
#bythewillofAllah #14ramadhan1441h #drauntieuk
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Written by Adam’s Eldest Sister,
Dr Ashmiza Dr Auntie
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