睇到喊,一字一句,沈重但真實,不想但無奈,Evan說出我一直想說的心聲。
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Last year I took a huge step by leaving my home by birth. There was so little left I recognised.
Secretly I had hoped distance would make the heart see what I had missed as I struggled to hold on to everything that had defined me. I am and have only ever been a child of HK, and the HK people are my people.
Today I find myself more unsettled than I have ever felt, and in a most profound and fundamental way. Distance has only made me realise my home, my history and my family, my values and my self, does not align with the China Dream. In Amazing China there is no place for thought and feelings, there are only political truisms. My home has gone, and its memory fast being eroded and replaced.
To those who identify with HK but doubt this, let me ask, can you to identify with the PRC? This is not China, nor the policies that have, and only through international engagement, raised so many out of poverty. What I refer to specifically is a nature as manifested today in a society blinded to, and afraid to confront, critical self-reflection. Just to think what is done in our name -- at home in the cultural and ethnic genocide in the "autonomous" provinces of Xinjiang and Tibet, but also abroad in the support of world-wide authoritarianism. Dare we even discuss, as my family once could do publicly without fear nor favour, that the party is as foreign to Han Chinese civilisation as the labour rights lawyer. Subtle oppression is so much more vicious than the brute with a bludgeon as whilst the result may be the same, the bludgeon leaves its mark.
My HK had no national dream, we did not need one. We did not need a Greater Bay Area to support and for which to be grateful, we just busied ourselves in what we did and thrived in doing so. And sound and respectable people did not declare to a half Chinese boy that he can never understand his home.
But in leaving I have also become aware, deep down, just how much everything that was HK continues to means to me. How central it is to understanding who I am, and the perhaps innocence of my nature. Whilst I recognise my privilege and am grateful to UK for welcoming me, I have not found a new home in London. I can not as long as I am in transit. I feel an exile from a home I know deep down will never return. This is what unsettles me.
I am sorry for being sensitive in this way. But I can not deny who I am nor who deeply I feel for HK, nor how important it is for me to rediscover a patch of earth in which I might reconnect with myself. Until I am able to lay down roots, in new and foreign soil, to live is merely to die a little each day. And I wonder what part of me will die tomorrow.
That's about all I can bring myself to write. Except to again say that I am sorry. We are not all able to leave the family nest, even as the tree is felled so that a new farmer may sow his seeds. It's hard to write as the tree falls.
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Continue ReadingWhat is inspiration exactly?
The hit that I often hear is " inspiration I wonder what it is. It looks vague and I don't know much. I want to answer myself what it is.
"inspiration" may feature something like this.
Haha. I'm almost there. I want to do this.
2. is near and powerful. I feel like I could.
3. is almost there. I feel like I can think of something new.
4. is near. There is hope from being discouraged.
5. is close. I want to live like I want to live for you. I want to live for my dream. I want to live for ideology
... etc...
Where is "inspiration"
1. is in what we love
2. is in what surprises us
3. Live what we envy. Want to win.
4. is in something cooler than me, better than me, better than me.
5. is in things we have never seen before
Lol out there. Jay repeating memory
Haha. It's about what you poke. Ask me, " why are you born
8. is in movies, music, books, commercials, radio, TV, internet, etc.
9. in the mouth of the person we talk to
10. in life goals
... etc...
We often hear that " inspiration is everywhere in fact, it may need to fill the bracket that (for those who have eyes who look for it). The hardworking people see goldfish still want to make meatballs.
The popular question that I often hear is " where to find inspiration " I think that most people who do this don't spend a lot of time to " find inspiration " but they do it, do it, do it and fail. Want to do better, do it and succeed. Inspiration to want to improve, and while doing it, always look for new inspiration to work automatically.
I don't think people should mean " HM! Let's go out for inspiration today. " as if we carry rod fishing or catch shrimp. Inspiration is more like planting a garden in our own territory. Found beautiful flowers, planted in the garden. Found a beautiful tree. Embroidered to the ground and found delicious vegetables. It was filled with "raw materials" that I want to arrange a vase to make furniture. Eat as a new type of food or you might want to put vegetables on the vase.
Inspiration is caused by " collecting " by nature rather than " going out to " intentionally.
Those who have cumulative habits will always look for those who are not popular will look for when they want to use it, which are often
We hear the word " inspiration " until we start numb from this word. Sometimes we start to get bored. Even the word " inspiration " is not quite inspiring.
When we ask someone " where do you find inspiration we expect " Map " or " how
Personally, I think that there is no map to meet " inspiration " because one person may not inspire another. Inspiration is about whose chemistry, but I think that " habit " accumulates raw materials that I want to do. So I get there. Make the power to live can practice
Looking for someone we envy. Looking for someone to make us love. Looking for great work. Looking for something that motivates creativity, care about things. Give it longer than ever. Don't walk around with the same life that is repeated and remember j and must have. Many more ways that everyone has different ways to " collect raw materials " but the most important thing is to stop asking for inspiration because " inspiration " often comes in other ways. It's not finished. Plastic Wrap, Pack in " inspiration " Logo Box. All of them.
Many times, inspiration happens by accident, and coincidences are often caused by experiments, living along their own path
If any day feels dry, inspiration may have to go out to live.
Then try wrong. Try right.
Maybe something that is a barrier, inspiration may be loving in your own safe space.Translated
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