關於 on the ground that因為 ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

突然聽到這首歌.... 觸動心靈深處不只是一點點，
跌入深淵求助無門!
為了某種心願而努力總是心灰意冷！　
都別難過....因為
" You Will Be Found"
與你相同心念的人正在找尋你
而將與之相遇
陽光終將灑進來
You Will Be Found

#好歌　

Have you ever felt like nobody was there?
Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere?
Have you ever felt like you could disappear?
Like you could fall, and no one would hear?
Well, let that lonely feeling wash away
Maybe there's a reason to believe you'll be okay
'Cause when you don't feel strong enough to stand
You can reach, reach out your hand
And oh, someone will coming running
And I know, they'll take you home
Even when the dark comes crashing through
When you need a friend to carry you
And when you're broken on the ground
You will be found
So let the sun come streaming in
'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again
Lift your head and look around
You will be found
You will be found
You will be found
You will be found
You will be found
There's a place where we don't have to feel unknown
(Oh my god, everybody needs to see this)
And every time that you call out
You're a little less alone
(I can't stop watching this video, seventeen years old)
If you only say the word
(Take five minutes, this will make your day)
From across the silence your voice is heard
Share it with the people you love
(Repost, the world needs to hear this)
(A beautiful tribute, favourite!)
(I know someone who really needed to hear this today)
(So thank you Evan Hansen for doing what you're doing)
(I never met you Connor, but coming on here, reading everyone's posts)
(It's so easy to feel alone, but Evan is exactly right—we're not alone, none of us)
(We're not alone, none of us! None of us!)
(None of us are alone) (Like, forward)
Even when the dark comes crashing through
When you need a friend to carry you
When you're broken on the ground
You will be found
So let the sun come streaming in
'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again
If you only look around
You will be found (You will be found)
You will be found (You will be found)
You will be found
Out of the shadows
The morning is breaking
And all is new, all is new
It's filling up the empty
And suddenly I see that
All is new, all is new
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not alone (You are not alone)
You are not
You are not alone (You are not alone)
Even when the dark comes crashin' through
When you need someone to carry you
When you're broken on the ground
You will be found!
So when the sun comes streaming in
'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again
If you only look around
You will be found
You will be found
You will be found
You will be found!
You will be found

【渾水一片：還原香港海界爭議發展史】 (上篇) #都市化洋謀 #9月專研

過往在香港討論有關海洋邊界爭議，往往是香港以南的南海主權問題。事實上近年的焚船污染、明日大嶼、12人越洋、走私不斷等當下議題，都與海洋空間規劃、定界及海權問題有關，而香港早年殖民期的海界及海權作為各種海洋亂象之源，卻少有人深入探討。

翻查一系列關於香港水域爭議的英國解密檔案，整理過往殖民地時期有關香港「含糊」水域爭議的發展史，揭示牽涉複雜的海洋邊界政治，除了作為當時中英政治角力的前緣，亦有助我們了解現時香港水域範圍的歷史脈絡及源起。

一條海界　兩個表述

殖民地時期早年，香港的水域範圍一直未有公開確實的版本，亦引伸出有兩種不同的界線表述。

於20世紀初，根據《展拓香港界址專條》的香港地圖顯示，香港水域呈「方型」界線(square boundary )。根據一份關於新界邊界及現況的英國解密檔案(1962 CO 1030/1334 Status and boundaries of Hong Kong New Territories)，當時中方海關經常巡邏於以大嶼山以西大澳水域一帶(方型界線以外)，似乎更視其為中方水域。然而，早在1901年英方已有向港督提及，按照國際上的海洋慣例，一般領海 (normal territorial waters)寬度應為3海里 (three nautical miles)，因而，香港領海界線應呈現為「彎曲型」(sinuous)，比起「方形」範圍雖然多了大嶼山以西水域，同時卻損失了東南方一大片水域，作為最早期的香港水域範圍的兩個表述。

後續1911年修訂《釋義條例》(Interpretation Ordinance) 時，由於港督的錯誤公告字眼(wording of an incorrect Proclamation)，令到香港水域繼續被闡釋為方型。

而這個錯誤的公告去到1950年被修訂。英方於1950年重新檢視與領海相關的條例，表示若沿用1937年英方對於《釋義條例》的闡釋，地圖所顯示的「方形」界線，只是英方租用中方領土的一條分界線(merely a line of delimitation of the area within which all territory was leased) ，並不是租用香港3海里以外的水域範圍(this did not mean that there was a purported lease of any waters outside normal territorial waters)，可見，內部確立「彎曲型」的領海範圍。

參考一份1950年關於香港水域的英國解密檔案 (1950 CO 537 6036 Territorial water) 中的英方外交部內閣大臣Jim Griffiths跟港督的電報來往中顯示，因當時中日關係惡劣，為了保持當時英方中立 (neutral) 的立場。英方亦想盡量避免中日雙方於香港水域範圍發生衝突 (Jørgensen N. H. B., 2019)，早於1937年至1939年，英方曾經指示香港水域要跟隨國際慣例，將領海寬度收窄至3海里。無獨有偶，1950年修訂《釋義條例》，已有英方法律意見表示當時擔心如果國、共兩軍在新海界（彎曲型）及舊海界（方型）之間的位置發生衝突，將會造成英方外交上尷尬，要盡快修例避免尷尬事件。可見，英方變動水域邊界時明顯有其政治考量。

即使已修例，1952年當時國際法庭 (International Court of Justice) 有關英挪漁業案(Anglo Norwegian Fisheries case)的判決 (Jørgensen N. H. B., 2019)，提及使用哪種基線方式來劃定領海的爭議，促使香港律政司重提「方型」領海是否合法地代表香港水域，但建議被英方否決。其後在1958年，即使英國外交部再次表示「方型」範圍只是表示港英領土的一條分界線 (all land within the line thus shown is Hong Kong territory)，但同時亦保留方型界線，聲稱為免影響航空航線。

早年香港水域邊界一直未被確實，即使在法律層面上，英方內部確立「彎曲型」領海範圍的合法性。然而，其後英方一直未有公開與中國共產黨政權講述其水域範圍，或擔心會侵犯中國領海主權。可見，香港水域一直受到變動中的海緣政治影響，經常遊走在當時國際上認可海洋慣例(彎曲型)與中英簽訂的《展拓香港界址專條》(方型)之間。

中方圍堵香港水域的預言？

水域範圍、基線劃定的方法及國際航海權一直是國際外交上一個十分敏感的議題。香港作為英國殖民地，卻緊貼住中國的領海範圍，除了香港水域定界，船隻來往香港的航道亦一直是英方十分頭痛的問題，稍有不慎，就會有被冠上侵犯中國海權的「辱華」罪名。

中方於1958年第一次聯合國海洋法公約（United Nations Convention on the Law of the Sea)，已經單方面將其領海範圍擴展至12海哩，英國宗主國當時內部表明會反對中方單方面的領海宣稱，擔心會發生圍堵香港水域的情況。

根據新界邊界及現況的英國解密檔案(1962 CO 1030/1334 Status and boundaries of Hong Kong New Territories)中的電報來往，當時港英內部評估，認為中方擴展領海將對香港造成「海陸空」影響，除了會收窄飛機的航道、需要重新佈線電纜和無線電纜、亦會限制海軍的演練空間，大大影響香港的船隻來往，來往公海的航道走廊更會收窄到1海里(corridor of international waters could be reduced to about one mile)，形容「接近完全圍封香港」 (almost completely envelope Hong Kong)。

隨著國際共識的改變，在1972年第三次聯合國海洋法會議前夕，英方亦打算將國土領海範圍的3海里擴展至12海里。翻查另一份1972年關於香港水域爭議的英國解密檔案 (1972 FCO 21 1024 Territorial waters dispute between China and Hong Kong)，當時英方內部考慮這次擴展海界，應否包括香港殖民地，並計劃在香港附近水域進行海道測量 (Hydrographic survey)，明顯想放風測試中方反應。

然而，根據英國外交部及港英的內部電報來往，英方雖然一度打算在翌年與中方在第三次聯合國海洋法會議上提及香港殖民地水域擴展，但英方內部亦指出中方定會反對香港的水域擴展至12海里，除了因為香港擴展會跟中國水域重疊，中國亦一直視香港為固有領土，不可視香港為獨立的行政個體 (separate entity)，應該維持現狀，限制今次香港擴海界。

呼應早期50年代有關中方圍堵香港水域的擔憂，英方擔心如果掀起討論，更有可能令香港航道問題惡化 (a risk that any such discussion would vitiate the present adequate though limited freedom of passage)。按英國外交部理解，中方只不過默許船隻在不進入擔桿列島5海哩範圍的前提下進入香港；如果中國「執正嚟做」嚴格實踐其12海里的主權宣稱，則連博寮海峽都不能通行 (a 12 mile limit strictly adhered to in this area would make normal surface access to Hong Kong through the Lemma Channel impossible)。最後，英方外交部為免觸動到中方神經，加上「信唔過」中方 (their good will… cannot be relied on a year ahead)，建議的對策卻是避免「打草驚蛇」(let sleeping dogs lie)，絕口不提香港擴海界。

直到1987年，英國正式將水域擴展到12海哩，但香港並沒有納入被擴展的範圍。在香港前途談判過程中，亦未有正式提及香港水域擴展12海里一事(Jørgensen N. H. B., 2019)。可見，面對中方進取的領海主權宣稱，英方在香港水域邊界問題上，尤其顯得無力。

香港「渾水」邊界的潛規則

面對中國擴海界後將會圍堵香港的擔憂，根據一份有關香港水域及其爭議的英國解密檔案(1968 FCO 21 547 Dispute with China about territorial waters)，當中牽涉中英雙方就香港海界爭議鮮為人知的權宜之計(modus vivendi)。

事緣1968年一艘美國貨船於萬山群島近珠江口一帶(Lema Channel in the estuary of the Pearl River)被中方海軍的警告已入侵中方水域，檔案中有一份美國國務院情報與研究局官員Thoms L. Hughes事後對中國共產黨於香港鄰近水域的主權宣稱(Communist assertions of sovereignty over waters in the vicinity of Hong Kong)進行一份內部評估報告，提到中方不時會「放生」來往香港的商船。

於50年代初，船隻可以經萬山群島近珠江口一帶接近香港水域，可謂當時的潛規則（local ground rule)。然而，在中方宣稱12海里領海後，於1959年曾發出達20次警告，外國商船透過萬山群島近珠江口一帶接近香港期間入侵中方水域，並禁止一切外國船隻通往萬山群島近珠江口一帶，評估報告中亦提及多次美國商船及軍艦通往香港遇上中國海軍的事件。

然而，中方不但少有採取實際軍事行動，多是「口頭」表示抗議及警告外國船隻侵犯中國水域，更沒有對外公開批評數次入侵事件。就以上例子，美方評估中國當時並不是新的「強硬路線」宣示領海主權(new harder line from Peking)，只是由於過多船隻進入萬山群島內沿而作出的回應(is a reaction to an increasing number of passages through the interior Lema Channel)[萬山群島內沿被中國視為內海]。

而當時美方估計中方「放生」的動機，很可能取決於政經考量，其一為不想失去香港作為(kill the goose)來往外國商船主要來往中國的航道，以及香港為中國帶來的外匯，而另一原因則是避免發生中國海軍與美國軍艦於海上起衝突。

此外，除了英方一直未有公佈香港水域邊界，中方一直並未有公開宣稱香港以西南的珠江通道12海里的精準劃界(public silence regarding the exact limits of its claim)。中英雙方基於政治考量，對於香港水域劃界及航道，更被美方稱靈活的實用主義(flexible pragmatism)。

而美方認為英方亦知悉船隻來往香港的「後路」，根據一份英方未被公開的非正式文件( informal note)顯示，除了船隻背後的註冊國家將成為影響進入香港的政治因素，英方更提及最合適的接近香港水域的航道，是經萬山群島以南以及擔桿頭島五海里以外(keep to the south of the Lima Group and five miles or more off Tam kan Head)，港英政府早於五十年代，已廣傳這份文件到商船公司及中方，有共識地默許外國船隻經香港東南方水域，作為當時來往香港的「後路」。

可見，比起香港陸上的邊界，早期香港水域由定界、擴界到圍堵，可謂「渾水一片」。而當中牽涉複雜的海緣政治，亦顯示香港水域並非一條確確實實的邊界範圍，反而是中英雙方的妥協空間。而後來香港水域邊界將如何落實為現時版本？當中牽涉多少談判？而所引伸的一系列有關領海執法權以至政府管轄權的問題，將揭示香港水域日後跨境執法以至逃犯移交的爭議。(下集待續)

參考資料

Jørgensen, N. H. B. (2019). The (Unequal) Relationship between Hong Kong’s Waters and China’s Baselines. Asia-Pacific Journal of Ocean Law and Policy, 4(1), 1–27.

1950 CO 537/6036 Territorial water

1962 CO 1030/1334 Status and boundaries of Hong Kong New Territories

1968 FCO 21/547 Dispute with China about territorial waters

1972 FCO 21/1024 Territorial waters dispute between China and Hong Kong

1974 FCO 18/154 Hong Kong territorial waters

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【一切的失敗和不足，都是最美好的安排】
All Failures & Lacks Are The Best Things to Happen to Us

三個月前，收到來自台灣客人的這封電郵時，開心和心酸交織著在心裡。

開心，因為這是一年前通過Zoom視訊的客人。他居然在我們看八字的一週年，特地寫了封感謝函給我，真有心！

心酸，因為他寫在電郵裡的低落心情，我完完全全明白。

他的經歷，是我的曾經。我當初也是很難，很久才能走出來。

有一回，我為一位芳華正茂的女子批八字時，她很用心的寫下我說的話。

論寫筆記的完整，她是我客人當中的佼佼者。

寫到一半，我注意到她的右手開始微微顫抖。我以為是空調的風太大了，冷到她，便問她要不要披巾。

她說，是她的焦慮症發作。

「我沒在兇你，也沒對你嚴厲，你為何突然焦慮？」

「我.....打從今年疫情打亂了我的計畫，我就一直很焦慮。我覺得我很沒用，同學們都前進了，只有我現在什麼都不是，亂糟糟的。我就一直很緊張，萬一我一直都是這樣，怎麼辦？」

說著，她眼眶一紅，眼淚像斷了線的珍珠鏈似的灑下來。

我的媽呀！是我的樣子長得很催淚，還是我的聲音聽起來很虐心？怎麼客人，不分男女老少，東南西北，看到我好像都很容易哭？

我抓起一張紙巾遞給她。

「所以，我不是來了嗎？你來找我，就是要問個明路，而你很幸運那麼快就看到我啦！你看你的筆記寫得多工整，多齊全。我很多客人都不如你啊！我今天的工作，就是來給你答案的。我沒有把握，也不會接你這份差事。我接了，就代表還可以補救。你照著我的指示去做，一定柳暗花明又一村。」

又另一回，一位四十多歲的媽媽請我看兒子的八字。

我在批著八字時，這位媽媽點頭認同，然後就聲淚俱下。

我轉頭看著她沈默不語的先生。我說錯了什麼嗎？太太哭成淚人，你怎麼連紙巾也不拿給她啊？

「我是個沒有用的母親，很不稱職的母親。我沒有辦法教好孩子。我很愛他，可是很多時候我都不知道要怎麼做，我就會對他發脾氣，說狠話，過後我又後悔。我忍下來，可是後來還是會一樣！」

我沒打斷她，等她的哭聲逐漸小聲後，我柔柔的說：「我來啦！我坐在你前面了。你已經看到我，就是有辦法了。你知道你自己不行，會去找辦法，就代表你願意去學習做個好媽媽啊！」

我把紙巾遞給她，再說：「不要哭了，要不然，別人看了以為是我不要借你錢，才把你弄得那麼傷心。」

曾幾何時，我們都會以外在所擁有的，來定義自己的人生是否值得自己喜歡。

從原生家庭、樣貌、健康、身型、智力、天賦等，到後來的學歷、友情、事業、財富、婚姻、子女......

哪一樣沒有，而偏偏是我們最想要的，我們就會認定自己失敗的一塌糊塗。

我認為這就是普通教育最大的問題所在。父母老師都是這樣把我們「分門別類」的。值不值得父母疼愛或向親朋戚友炫耀，也離不開那幾點。

久而久之，我們也只會以「成功」來定義自己是否有價值，甚至來衡量自己是否有活下去的勇氣。

我比較喜歡佛法的定義。我們每個人都是一尊佛，六道眾生皆有佛性，只因一時的迷，因此墮落在苦輪不停的輪迴。

可正因為我們有佛性，我們都有無窮無盡的可能。每個人的內在有著很強大的力量，等著我們遇到明師後，去發掘、探索和了解。

而這天生俱來的力量，就是你改命立命的資本。

如果人生順風順水，我們永遠不會想要出離，誤把人間當極樂，所以一定要有苦，我們才會意識到，為什麼我們會在這鬼地方？要怎麼樣才可以離開這鬼地方去到極樂？

反過來，我們都應該感恩自己遇到的挫折，因為從這些苦中，我們才能生出智慧。

沒有一個八字是完美的。一切的失敗和不足，都是最美好的安排，如此你才會有出離心，返本歸源。

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3 months ago, when I received this email from my Taiwan client, there was this feeling of bittersweetness.

I was happy because this was the client I did a Zoom consultation last June. He sent me this email on the one-year anniversary date of our Zoom call, to express his gratitude. How sweet!

On the other hand, I could relate to the emotional turmoil he felt at that point in his life.

His experience was my past. It also took me a very long time to walk out from my gloominess.

Once, I analysed the Bazi of a very young lady. She was meticulously jotting down notes as I spoke.

Her detailed note-taking skills easily took the top place among my clients.

Halfway through, I noticed her right hand was trembling slightly. I thought it was due to the cold draft from the air conditioning, so I asked if she needed a shawl.

She replied that it was her anxiety disorder acting up.

“I was not fierce or strict with you. What caused your sudden anxiety?”

“I…ever since the pandemic disrupted my plans, I have been in this state of anxiety. I kept feeling useless. All my classmates are progressing expect me. I have nothing to show for and my life is in a mess. I am very anxious. What if I continue to be like this? What am I going to do?”

As she spoke, her eyes turned red and tears started rolling down like a broken strand of pearl necklace scattering onto the ground.

Oh dear! I am beginning to wonder if I have a tear-jerker face or a heart-tormenting voice. Why do my clients, regardless of gender and age, North South or East West, seem to cry easily when they see me?

I grabbed a piece of tissue and handed it to her.

“Ain’t I here already? You came to me for a roadmap and you are very lucky to see me so soon. Look at how precise and neat your notes are! Many of my clients aren’t even on par with you. My job today is to give you answers. If I didn’t have the confidence, I would not have taken up your request. Now that I did, that means there is still hope. If you follow my instructions, you will see things looking up very soon.”

On another occasion, a mother in her forties came to me for her son’s Bazi consultation.

As I was analysing, the mother nodded her head in agreement. The next thing I know, she started weeping loudly.

I turned to look at her husband, who had been silent all along. Did I say something wrong? And hello, your wife was crying. Why weren’t you gentleman enough to give her a tissue paper?

“I am a useless mother. I am incompetent. I do not know how to teach my son well. I love my son very much. But many times, I do not know what to do and thus I flare up at him and speak harshly. I always regret afterwards. I tried enduring but it still ends badly!”

I did not interrupt her and waited for her cries to soften, before speaking gently, “I’m here! I’m already sitting in front of you. You are looking at me now and that means help is here. You know that you are incompetent, so you went looking for solutions. That means you are willing to learn how to be a better mother!”

I handed a piece of tissue and said, “Don’t cry anymore, otherwise, other patrons will think that it’s because I refuse to lend you money.”

Since young, we have been using external possessions to define whether our lives are worth liking.

The family we are born into, our looks, health, body shape, intellect, talents, and then we move on to compare our academics, friendships, career, wealth, marriage and children.

If we are lacking in the area we covet most, we grade our lives as a failure.

I think this is the biggest problem in societal education. Our parents and teachers categorized us that way. Whether we as children are worthy of their love and bragging, depends on the few points above too.

Thus over time, we can only use the term “success” to determine whether we are of value, for some people, whether they should live on to take their next breath.

I very much prefer the definition in Buddhism. We are all Buddhas. Each and every sentient being in the six realms has a Buddha nature in them. But they got lost momentarily and fell into the endless wheel of reincarnation.

Yet, because of our Buddha nature, we have an unlimited source of potential. Every one of us has a very powerful strength inside us. It is just waiting for us to meet an accomplished teacher, so that we have the tools to explore and understand it:

And this strength that we are born with is the capital for us to transform and establish our own destiny.

If life is smooth-sailing, we would never want to leave and would mistake this mortal realm for Pureland. Thus, we all need sufferings, to realise that we should break out of this hell of a place. There has to be a better world somewhere. So how we get there?

We should, in fact, be grateful for all the setbacks and failures we have. Because it is from these sufferings, our wisdom arise:

No single Bazi is perfect. Every failure and lack we experience is the best arrangement for us, so that the heart of renunciation will arise in us and we will return to where we came from.

Tizzy Bac 20週年演唱會「鐵之貝克 XX」
2019/12/14 at 天母體育館

特別感謝
Guitar：林維軒(杉特)
Keyboard / Synthesizer：蘇玠亘(蛋)
嘉賓：方Q(宇宙人)、Twiggy(旺福)、弘禮(落日飛車)

𝕋𝕚𝕫𝕫𝕪 𝔹𝕒𝕔 𝟚𝟘𝕥𝕙 𝔻𝕣𝕦𝕞 ℂ𝕒𝕞 精選【安東尼 / Tissue Time / 我不想一個人睡】

▎COVER老杯難易度等級★★★★☆

▎關於這首歌......祖媽の碎語......
20週年演唱會的歌單當時討論很久，後來安排了兩段組曲，這是其中一段。

〈安東尼〉創作的靈感就是Red hot chili pappers主唱安東尼；〈Tissue Time〉是很早期我們還在唸大學、在熱音社練團室就寫好的作品，沒有放在第一張反而放在第二張，只是想用鋼琴寫寫看龐克歌曲會是怎樣；〈我不想一個人睡〉印象中是先完成了編曲，聽起來好像很性感，所以嘗試寫點成人取向的歌詞，MV倒是很好玩（ https://youtu.be/UgppI7wDSZo ），我們還做了一個泰文歌詞版但是用google 翻譯的，完全是因為覺得畫面很泰、我造型也很泰，覺得很酷這樣。

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【安東尼】
再來 我從來不曾放棄忍受
再說 怎麼說都沒有用
這個世界有的時候總是美好幻象太多 殘酷現實太難接受
hit me just prove it how you dare
hit me just show me how you care
hit me 看看你成了什麼模樣 掉進自己的陷阱了啊
我不想生活太過明明白白 那麼聰明 究竟是要給誰交代
這樣是對 那樣是錯 又如何 反正從來不曾認識真正的我
hit me do you think I really care
hit me I only want to hold myself
hit me 沈默固執　任性遊走 不讓任何人定義我
但唉 回頭看這過往 不能說這人生得足夠堅強
都沒有留下任何遺憾 只是快樂悲傷 最後我會遺忘
沒有例外 只剩這路是我確實經過
年輕時候默默流過的淚
伴隨說過的謊不停後退 帶走了最在乎的夢 錯過的該怎麼解脫
我又如何能夠再次安慰 所有靈魂超載的負累 只能一再相信
我還有不絕的力氣

【Tissue Time】
哭的時候忘記為了什麼遺憾
笑的時候卻又不知所為何來
所有情緒複雜狂亂沒人明白
但我的沮喪不安誰都看得出來
翻來覆去 難以成眠 自找麻煩
有沒有人願意和我一起發呆
聽你說著他和他和她的舊愛
但人來人很我卻懷疑是否有誰真的傷了心
But I don's wanna take all this responsibility
Can't you just be stronger for all your needs
cause you're like a baby sitting on the ground
and crying for someone to come to ease your bleed
so meet my army here and I'll carry you to whatever
where that you've never been

【我不想一個人睡】
好難吶 戒不斷這貪戀
對你成癮的我沒有藥可解
緩慢地 你手中裊裊的煙
好羨慕 我也想燒灼在你指間
淡淡的哀愁在撫慰 這痛卻更美
我不想一個人睡 我不要一個人睡
溫柔的預感在作祟 感性在蔓延
我不想一個人睡 我要大人的滋味
擁抱吧 親吻吧 末日前 佔有吧
真叫人無法自拔 在你懷裡融化
給我再多疼愛別放我荒涼
淡淡的哀愁在撫慰 這痛不很美？
我不想一個人睡 我不要一個人睡
溫柔的預感在作祟 感性在蔓延
我不想一個人睡 我要大人的滋味

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Lyrics:

There's no way out of an angry crowd without stepping on some toes
在憤怒的人群中若不狠心踩上別人的腳 根本難以逃出
They'll scream your name till the lights go out then they feed you to the wolves
他們會咆哮著你的名字 等到夜色降臨就將你拿去喂狼
It's hard to say who you'll be when they let those big red curtains close
當他們將那血色巨幕落下 你便前途末路
You know this
你知道這結局
Cause you told me so
因為這就是你親口告訴我的


I bet you forgot
但你肯定忘了
Black heels in the summertime
你在夏天穿著黑色高靴
Dad's bad cooking though you'd be polite
就算父親做飯手藝糟糕 你也會禮貌吃下
Honey now you got a look that I can't recognize
親愛的 如今的你我已不敢相認
Pulled me aside
你把我拉到一邊
And you said
對我說

To know me
想要瞭解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我現在的樣子
It's to watch me
就得看著我
As I'm falling
從梯子的最高處
From that ladder's last rung
跌落
It's to feel it
就得去感受我
Like a secret
彷佛感受一個秘密
You can't keep in
一個你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我已不是從前的我
I'm not the way I was
我已不是從前的我

Were you freed within, did you leave your skin?
你的內心自由嗎 你的靈魂是否離開過軀體
Are you tethered in your doubt?
還是說被你的疑惑絆住了腳
Have you breathed it in till it's medicine that you cannot live without
你是不是依賴於藥物 如今已經戒不掉
'Cause you came back home a fuckin' alien and we're stuck here on the ground
因為你回家的時候面色差得像個外星人 我們一同癱倒在地上
Call your mom back, kid, before the high comes down
孩子 在藥勁過去之前快打電話讓媽媽回來吧

Cause you forgot
因為你忘記了
Black heels in the summertime
夏天你穿著黑色高筒靴
Dirt road smoking on a Friday night
在週五的夜晚走在骯髒的路上抽著煙
Honey now you got a look that I can't recognize
現在你的樣子讓我不敢相認
You pulled me aside and you said
你把我拉到一邊對我說

To know me
想要瞭解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我現在的樣子
It's to watch me
就得看著我
As I'm falling
從梯子的最高處
From that ladder's last rung
跌落
It's to feel it
就得感受我
Like a secret
彷佛感受一個秘密
You can't keep in
一個你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我已不是曾經的我
I'm not the way I was
我已不是曾經的我
But to feel it
你得去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all their eyes
那些人的眼神
Is to breathe in
去吸入
To be in
去處於
The good grace of that God Light
那聖光的無限賜福中
To have it in your hands
用雙手承接
The one thing you wanted all your life
你畢生渴望的東西
"It's all mine"
全是我的了

But there's a hole I can't fill
但我心裡依然有一個無法填補的缺口
There's a curse I can't break
有一個無法打破的詛咒
And I gave my soul to it
我把我的靈魂都獻給了它
And it can't be reclaimed
卻只是有去無回
I was younger then
那時我還年輕
I was younger then
那時我還年輕
I was young
我還年輕

To know me
想瞭解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我現在的樣子
It's to watch me
就得看著我
As I'm falling
從梯子的最高處
From that ladder's last rung
跌落
It's to feel it
就得感受我
Like a secret
彷佛一個秘密
You can't keep in
一個你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我已不是從前的我
I'm not the way I was
我已不是從前的我
But to feel it
得去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all their eyes
他們那些人的眼神
Is to breathe in
去吸入
To be in
去處於
The good grace of that Godlight
聖光的無限賜福之中
It's to have it in your hands
雙手去承接
The one thing you wanted all your life
你畢生渴望的那個東西
"It's all mine"
都是我的了

And to feel it
去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all your eyes
你的眼神
Is to breathe in
去吸入
To be in
去處於
The good grace of this Godlight
聖光的無限賜福之中
It's to have it
用你的雙手
In your hands
去承接
The one thing I wanted my life
你畢生渴望的東西
It's all mine
都是我的了

歌詞翻譯：原上巽

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Day 3 of our Taichung trip! I've been holding off on the edit because I wanted to combine the footage with our actual paragliding experience, but turns out that we didn't get to do paragliding at the end at all.... sadly. Despite the rainy and poor luck we had all day, we still had quite the fun day back at Taichung city's Taroko shopping centre (featuring a grand korean food feast as well). Maybe we will all have better luck next time when we can regroup to paraglide again!

台中旅行VLOG的第3篇一直沒有剪輯因為我本來想要和真正去玩飛行傘的影片一起剪輯的，但是最後沒有機會玩到真的有點小可惜... 雖然遇到完全不天助我們也的天氣和一整天不幸運的事情一大堆，大家在一起的第三天旅遊還是很棒的在台中大魯閣的室內玩的很開心～而且還吃到了我最愛的韓餐！希望下次有機會大家一起重聚起來一起飛～～

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